Never Enough (Psycho Series #3)

Chapter 73

When i went back to the HQ, everyone tried to talk to me, but i didn't respond to anyone. Hanggang sa makabalik si Margaux, no words came out of my mouth. Yes i cried, but not a single word literally came out of my mouth. Sunod sunod tawag nila ate at nila mommy so i turned off my phone.

I couldn't sleep, i can't eat, i was just staring at my rooms ceeling while Nicholai was beside me, pinaglalaruan lang niya yung kamay ko. "Xyrille" tinawag niya ako kaya binalingan ko siya ng tingin. "Can you atleast drink water? Your dehydrated." he pursed his lips and shooked his head, stressed huh?

You're pregnant Xyrille....

Right, im pregnant. I should eat. "May salad pa ba?" tanong ko na kinagulat niya.

"You'll eat? for real?" his face lightened up.

For our baby, yes, I will darling "Yes, pwede mo ba akong ikuha?"

"Sure, sure. Hold on a sec" dali dali siyang lumabas.

"Turn around, look at what you see.." I started singing and rubbing my tummy "In your face, the mirror of our dreams.." i smiled imagining a scenario. A complete and happy family..

Sana lang maging totoo.. There is one thing that i know for sure. One thing that'll ruin us... I-it wasn't my fault... No, i-it wasn't.... Its his b-brother's

"Make belive im everywhere.. Hidden in the lines.." nakangiting kanta ni Nic. I knew it, he has a wonderful voice..

Binaba na niya yung salat at garlic toast sa tabi ng lamp ko. "Written on the pages is the answer to a neverending story.." We danced on the slow melody...

How i wish this isn't our last dance..

Kumain nadin ako after non, he never left my room, lagi siyang andine nakatingin lang sakin "What? Im getting chubbier? I know" i rilled my eyes as i stared at my own reflection.

"Yeah, they're getting chubbier too" he slid his hand on my shirt and cupped my breast then he chuckled.

"Kamay mo nangangamatis—" my rooms door suddenly slammed open.

"Godness gracious! Dígame si tengo que matarlo, majestad" (Tell me if i have to kill him, your majesty) He kneeled kaya lumuhod din yung mga kasama niya.

"A-andres? no, no, no, no mates a mi amante Andres" (no, no, no, don't kill my lover Andres) pailing iling kong saad. "¿Qué están haciendo aquí? ¿Quién te permitió entrar?" (What are y'all doing here? Who allowed you to come in?) Tanong ko.

"Uhm, el japonés nos dejó entrar." (Uhm, the Japanese man let us in) Kuya Kei did?

"What are you guys talking about?" i forgot that Nic was still here, holding my boobs.

"Bitaw! May tao oh gago ka" hinampas oo yung kamay niya kaya inalis niya agad yon.

"Estamos aquí para ofrecerle dinero, majestad, hemos oído hablar del incidente farmacéutico. estamos dispuestos a ayudar" (We're here to offer you money your majesty, we've heard of the pharmaceutical incident. We're willing to help) Yumuko nadin sila habang nakaluhod.

"No necesito tu dinero a cambio de mi futuro con mi hombre. Todavía puedo valerme por mi cuenta, solo necesitaré tiempo. Vete. Vete a la mierda." (I don't need your money in exchange of my future with my man. I can still stand on my own, I'll just require time. Go away. Fuck off.) pagtaboy ko sakanila, the boys dragged them out. "Those bitched offered me money" i scoffed.

"Kapal" comment nila, i was about to go upstairs again when Tegan called me.

"What?"

"Package for Cardinal/Red" inabot niya sakin yung package. Tinanggap ko naman yon at umakyat na