As i was walking to the stage the emcee tried to embarrass me again.
"As suspected, she has this courage to wear a different themed dress, lady, we'retry'namake you look like an angel but you always stick to be a devil..." The emcee said sarcastically.
"She's so brave huh?"
"And disrespectful being!"
Mga bulungan nila.
"Maybe she was lost at our party, she didn't even have our blood, we're all honest and we know how to respect except.." one of my lola's looked at me from head to toe "For her" then she rolled her eyes.
"She was mixed with a Mananghaya my dear sister, don't expect too much" that stopped me from walking directly on the stage. Instead, i changed directions towards that son of a bitch.
"Oh, good evening my dear auntie's, how's our mouth's huh?" i greeted them with a full sarcasm in my voice.
"...What?" this clueless mf's
"You had plastic surgery right? Both of you i mean" their mouths formed to 'o' that's why i made a fake gasp "Oh my god, im sorry! You're perfect nga pala! Who needs plastic right?" i chuckled.
"You little devil, keep our surgeries off your filthy plastic lips!" she slapped me.
"Aw" walang emosyon kong sabi "Then you should do the same my dear perfect sweet aunt's, keep my father's name off your fucking mouth and me? I have a plastic lips?" i arched a brow.
"Its obvious you black sheep"
"Is that so?" i laughed and pulled Nic closer to me for a kiss, we kissed in front of everyone as i glared at my aunt "Ya think it's plastic babe?" malandi kong tanong habang magkadikit pa noo namin.
"Hell nah" he smirked, im actually glad that he goes with the rythm.
I moved away from him to talk to my auntie again "Now if you still believe that bluff of your kiss and confirm it yourself" i slammed their table and moved my face closer to my aunt's.
"Y-you psy-sycho!" she screamed and stormed out of the room. I ended up laughing so hard of her reaction
"The frail is now a brave huh?" One of my 2nd cousin laughed out loud hanggang sa buong crowd na ng tao ang sumamang makitawa. "Jeez sis" he placed his arm on my shoulder and sighed "Hindi kaba nahihiya?" I saw Nic's eyes flamed angrily and he was about to walk towards us 'till i stopped him.
"Calm down, darling" i mouthed kaya tumigil siya.
"Sorry? Can i have a scientific defenition of the word hiya? Or can you show me what that is? Because it clearly looks like that YOU are the one who doesn't have it" Mataray kong sabi.
"Ouch, that hurts" he placed his hand on his chest acting hurt. "Well, ikaw siguro ang dapat mahiya" he chuckled "Can't you see dear sister? You are the reason for your brother's DEATH, he was the particularly representative for you 'cause since you we're a little child? You we're already entitled as the black sheep because of all your fucking doings!" he yelled, tears we're already streaming down my cheeks. "And" he moved closer to me and started creasing my cheeks "He died, with so much burden from her little pesky sister. Sad story aye? Because all you did was cry and ask for help" he smirked pushed me down to the ground. "You're nothing, and aiming for the spotlight of Sophia is a total bullshit. I know you did everything to be the perfect daughter. You actually did, and that made everyone look at you as a attention seeker." he leaned down "The scholar, the kind grandchild of Mananghaya's. Yung masipag at maalagaiin. You've done all of that for nothing, because suffering is not enough, so basically you are NOT enough, you will never be enough to earn anyone's attention here." my heart broke into pieces when all memories flashed on my head. "Then nagdala ka ng lalaki? A distraction? Wala kanangang magawang matino, nagdala kapa ng ikasasakit ng ulo ng magulang mo?" he scoffed "Unbelievable Xyrill—"
"Dont call me that your no one" madiin kong saad.
"Hmm, said by the trash" he laughed and left.
The spotlight was on my direction while i was crying, My mother and my cousins looked at me worriedly as i was quietly crying and covering my face. Just then someone grabbed me on my shoulders and lead me out side the venue, we went to the pool.
There was a swing there kaya don niya ako inupo, i heard laughter inside the venue as the ceremony continued "Was it always like this?" he worriedly asked
"Yup" i sniffed "But this was the first time i cried, and the first time they brought my brother onto this shit, and bringingup my past wasn'tthe best idea" nanginginig kong saad. "My makeup" i gently wiped my tears while laughing a little.
"Let me" he took my handkerchief and took over wiping my tears.
"You know? I hate crying" i sighed.
"Hmm? Why? Because of your makeup?" he teased.
"No you moron" i punched his chest lightly "It makes me feel..Weak" with that i started tearing up again. "He..My cousin earlier, he's somewhat right about me being a burden to my brother.." i sniffed "But i know to myself that i didn't kill him with my own hands" i shooked my head.
"As you should darling" he pulled me for a hug "They never saw what really happened in their own eyes. You did" something snapped in my system that made completely frozen.
"Do you believe me?"
"Yes—"
"Why? Neither you didn't saw what really happened.." kunot noo kong sabi.
"Xyrille..." mahina niyang sambit "Are you doubting my feelings?"
"Kase kung hindi nila nakita at wala silang alam dahil wala sila dun..And so are you" my lips started to shake.
"I may not be there, and sure, i didn't know what really happened but i trust you, that's why im here. Lovers, dont lie" you sure?
"I-im.. Im sorry for doubting you i just—"
"Its okay, that happens" he chuckled.
"Take me home" i crumpled his shirt on my palm.
"Calm down, your freaking out" he helped me stood up and we both slowly walked outside. Agad na kaming umuwi, i dozed off all the way home.
Nagising naalng ako in his arms, carrying me to my room. He gently placed me to bed and started taking off my heels, he was about to stand up when i called him again "Nic"
"Yes?" he walked towards me and leaned down closer to my face.
"I love you" i whispered.
"I know, I love you more" he kissed me and ended up making love till midnight, duh, overnight sa reunion pamilya ko, we can freely moan, scream and fuck here until sunrise.
A/N: Medj green minded lang ako medjo lang HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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Never Enough (Psycho Series #3)
RomansaI've never, given a fuck about how I'll die Started: January 30 2022 Ended/Finished: August 26 2022