SLUMERICAN {Yelawolf}

Chapter 9: One to Be

We had gotten to his amazing house in Nashville. Wow... is all I can say I thought his place in Alabama was nice this was damn.... All hard wood floors 7 rooms, pool and hot tub outback, his own sound studio. this place was amazing! He let me keep all my clothes and shit in the other bedroom since the closets were small, but we would be sharing a bed...

Sean took the news well so did dad, he said it's okay with him as long as we come down there soon so dad can meet him. Dad wasn't thrilled per-say but he just said if he hurts me he will hunt him down... we are keeping the other nights mishap to ourselves, to avoid conflict.

It was mid afternoon we were just laying on the couch watching South Park. It was so new to me just laying around having nothing to do.

"Can I ask you something Nov?" He asked me looking at me

"Yeah shoot" he looked like really serious

"I'm not trying to be rude, and you ain't gotta answer but what happened you your mom....never heard you even mention one" I sighed knowing this was one of the only 3 things I'm not open about

"I was 13 came home from school and I always helped mama make dinner. Now at this time my dad and Sean were in the gang. Mama always hated it, how dangerous it was and stuff. So I got home and went to fixin dinner thinking mama was just out since her car was gone. So my daddy calls me over. He goes on the day 'your mama loves you so much but I'm not sugar coating this Nova she's gone, she left us, said she can't deal with me and your brother in the gang and there was no way I was gonna let her take my baby away. I'm real sorry baby girl I doubt she will be back' I remember those words like yesterday. She wrote me a letter explaining she would write me and when she got settled maybe I could come see her. Bullshit that whore never ever wrote me no God am letter never heard from her self rihous ass again I hate her and that's the way it's gonna stay." I took in a deep breathe and just thanked God that now he lnows..

"I'm sorry..." he said pulling me close and kissed my head

"Nah never be sorry about that" I didn't want him to be sorry for me I hate that

"How about your middle name?" He asked me on a happier note

"Stella, Nova Stella Calirborne" I said and then in my head said Nova Stella Atha... as if though.

"Michael Wayne Atha, most my family call me Wayne any how." wow little did I know that, you know I could have just googled it.

"So I wanna talk about some stuff" I said setting up in a more serious matter

"Okay go" he said looking at me as I organized what I wanted to say

"Us living together, sleeping together obviously we are gonna get together something or another. And I don't know when that's gonna be So I want stuff on the table waaay ahead of time. First of all I don't want a child right now, and I'm sure that's not what you want either at the moment sooo I don't care how hot and heavy the moment is wrap yo shit. Second, I don't care what kind of nasty assty fetishes you got I ain't never gonna let you fuck me in the ass just no, and chances are I probably ain't gonna suck your dick either. My opinion blowjobs are for street whores, just saying. Third and final note I have been with 4 men in my life and fucked like upwards of 15 times and not once has a man ever been able to get me to finish, so just don't take that personally" I finished and he had a nice grin on his face.

"Alright comments go as follows. Totally respect that I don't want kids at the moment ither. 2 that's acceptable I'm not into all that shit, well half that shit anyway. and 3 HOLY SHIT! You gotta be shitting me!" He made me laugh at his overall emotion

"I'm completely serious, no man has ever given me an orgasm..." he crossed his arms and smirked

"We will see about that" oh good grief we sat with each other both us tired and soaking up the moment.