NOVAS POV
Well I can't exactly tell you how I'm still here, how I can still see, how I can still walk, talk, think or breathe. The last 6 weeks have been hell for us.
My sweet Michael Wayne has been living in a assisted therapy home for the last month. Nothing but old people and paraplegics, and people without limbs. Words can't describe the extremely depressing and canative atmosphere of the place. I will say the doctors and nurses are great.
It's sent up just like the hospital except the rooms are a bit more homie and you live there, well Micheal does. I have been renting an Apartment where I sleep only. I tell Michael good night every night at about 1am and wake up and 7am and make the drive to the home.
Nurse Kimber has been up my ass 4 ways about my lifestyle. She says doing this to my myself is gonna deteriorate my mental and physical strength? But I didn't need no doctor to tell me that. Other day I was signing some papers and forgot my last name... It took my a whole 3 minutes to remember it... After I went to the bathroom and cried.
The things I have witnessed and had to experience are hell. I had to see the love of my life walk with a walker, see him learn to sit up by himself, and the worst part was having so hold him while he cried over how pathetic he is... Which would make me go to my place and cry till I passed out. I would say I have dropped a good 15 pounds from pure stress and anxiety.
Though this week I was in Gods thoughts cause Bones and JJ decided to come for a weeks visit. Bones, Klever and his family are the only ones he let's visit. He has gotten really good and we hope to leave soon. Wayne can do everything except run at this point or do any cardio which is amazing from where we started.
I was sittin playing cards with everyone, Aces. This was the most I have seen him laugh in years it seems...
"Alright alright! Game time out! This is a long ass game" kaleb called and me and JJ got up.
"Come pee with me" so in code I followed right after her
We just stopped just outside the bathroom then she turned to me crossing her arms
"Nova... You need to stop, quit spending your every fucking waking minute by his bed side! You look like actual shit Nova! If you keep this up your gonna break. I already see it on you that your drinking to get drunk every night and that's only gonna escalate! First your drinking and smoking weed to feel better and next thing you know its heroin cause your sad" I just kept my straight face
"You know I wouldn't do that JJ" she nodded and have a sad smile then hugged me
"Yeah... But you needed to hear that, your so little now gross you need to fucking eat. Come on Arbey's will be great" I smiled at how much she really cared for me
Much later that evening Wayne was at one of his appointments and we sat in the room just chilling out, my phone rang it was Daddy
-hey daddy
--hey baby how y'all doing
-not too bad, how about y'all?
--well honey I just something to tell ya, all ain't happy in the bayou
-what is it?
--well your little cusion Rhett was swimming with his friends earlier today... And ah gator got em.... Took his leg.... I'm sorry baby he done passed
If was like my world came to a haul the and as if something other worldly just made tears pour from my eyes with out a sound
-but-but how? That-it's
--I didn't wanna have to tell you over the phone baby but wake is the day after next we need ya home
I can't remember the next thing as everything just went black and I collapsed
JJ'S POV
Nova was just talking on the phone and all the sudden tears rushed her face.... She scrambled her words then just out of no where she just collapsed to the floor!
I rushed to her seemingly lifeless body and looked to Kaleb in terror
"Go get a doctor!! Now!!" He raced out the door as I tried to get her to awake but to no avail. The main doctor came in with a hospital bed thing, Bones picked her up carefully and put her on and they wheeled her to the next room they had.
The nurse came in that was apparently friends with Nova or knew her.
"What did I tell you Carter, this was gonna happen sooner or later." Um what the hell bitch?
"What?" I asked in an ill tone
"Stress anebria, the brain can't Send signals anymore and has to shut down. What got her upset?" The doctor replied very friendly
"She was talking on the phone to her dad, here I will call him back"
MICHAELS POV
I got back to my room after my therapy class and no one was there, maybe they went out.
I laid on my bed and went to fiddling around on my phone scrolling through Twitter when Kaleb and JJ came in
"Aye where is Nov?" I asked them
"She is a few rooms down..." What?!
"Why is she in a room?" I say up fearing something had happened to her, I know she has not been real healthy and had lost a lot of weight because he stress but she promised me she was getting better
"She got a call from her dad with some bad news and she blacked out, she is just getting some despritly needed sleep..." JJ said in that comfortable mom voice
"What was the news?" I was scared to know, is it was something happened to Sean she won't be the same...
"Her little cusion Rhett got his leg bit off by a gator and they didn't make it to the hospital in time to save him..." I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.... Jesus... That kid was so sweet and loved Nova like a sister... Jesus lord why?
"Ah.... I hate this"
"His wake the day after next, she needs to be home Wayne. He dad sounded like a mess... I can go with her if you want" JJ said so sweetly
"No I can go, doc said today I'm nearly completely healed. Sooner I can leave this place the better.... Lord I wish this didn't have to happen...."
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SLUMERICAN {Yelawolf}
FanfictionIt wasn't supposed to be like this, I never wanted to leave home. I messed up big time something I can't undo, but they will find me. He found me, I didn't find him but it changed something. One person who finally could relate. Yelawolf fanfiction...
