SLUMERICAN {Yelawolf}

Chapter 36: Varigo

(Nova pictured above)

NOVAS POV

Varigo Heartbeat, we are hard rock, country, we are fucking rap. Me and Beatleman are fucking wild together, this dude is amazing!

He is from the Georgia mountains of course, 28 an has a Harley! And he is the most talented person!

He has pretty much been at the house for the last 9 days while we record. Marshall found me a great DJ, honestly he is not as good as Klever but DJ Butch is killer! We got a sub drummer while we look for one.

Now I finally had relaxation time, I was laying on the sofa and had on my AMAZING Stetson cowboy boots that Marshall got me for my bday. He also got me a $8000 gift card to st. laurent's which was amazing of him and on top of that he got me plane tickets to Hawaii round trip! Marshall is like my big brother I fucking love that man.

I was on the couch listing to the album on the home stereo system, Johnson Miller X came on... The most heart felt song came on. So I sung the words

"This trains to fucking fast, I can't handle it I'm jumping! Getting the hell off! Jumping off only to find life is running as fast! Nothing is the same! Can't even recognize! Where have my impulses taken me!!!
Help me! Help me! This ain't what I wanted I need your hand! Help me! Help me! I'm dizzy I'm failing watch me fall!
Help me! Help me! There coming! Come along and don't die! Jump train and keep movin!" It was one of my favorites on the album it is named for the railroad I took down to Gadsden, tells the story of how quick shit can change and what that feels like

Get it Daddy came on, or super intense rock song and I got up and started dancing and B came running in from the kitchen and danced with me. I pulled out my phone and recorded a snapchat video.

"Pick your posies Ring a rose Pavlov's pup gotta hit the road But I can't
And I won't But I might Ooh, I'm not a baby no more But I'm never far behind
When my daddy's corrupting my mind
And I'm downright denim clad Pulling teeth from toothy fad And I can But I won'tWanna sink my line to a catchy heart But I can't And I won't But I might" we both sung the lyrics and danced having the best time.

Once it went off I turned it down and fixed us two dirty sweet teas.

"Haha damn we are something on the track" he said as I sipped

"Hell fucking yes! I can't wait to find a drummer and publish so we can go live!" We double high fived

"Okay so we leave tonight for Houston of course, we are staying for my photoshoot and to interview this drummer dude, we leave there and head to LA for this dude Travis said is dope, stay the night there then hit the dreaded Alaska for another drummer and to see how JJ is, she gonna deliver in like 2-3 weeks!" I was so happy to see JJ, I have secretly been going to her house and completely set up the nursery, since we couldn't have a shower I have supplied that baby with everything it will need for at lest a year. Clothes, diapers, food, everything.

"You sure your just going to see JJ?" Ugh Christ

"I told you I'm not giving him my time, I'm gonna give him 10 seconds to apologize and if he doesn't I'm moving out and I won't ever speak to him again. In the case he does... Then I will go from there" honestly I want him to apologize so bad but somewhere in my heart I doubt he will...

"I know I know girl just making sure your stuff is in check" he is such a good dude

"Hey well I'm gonna go to the house and pack up, see you bright and early!" He went out the door and I was once again left in this empty house...

I turned on sublime and grabbed a blunt from the drawer. I laid on the couch ready to smoke my brains out; per usual.

All the sudden my phone rang I looked down to see the contact.... ❤️Rap Boy❤️ he is not calling...

Do I answer?! Why is he calling me!? I wanna pick up so bad

"Ugh!! Fuck!" I held back my urge and watched it ring one last time before dismissing the call...

"I miss you..." Not long after the tears fell

MICHAELS POV

we have been killing it lately, the last 6 shows have been sold out. Credited I have been a drunk fucker. Last night I sung Fuck me and a young female fan at the signing last night gave me a big hug and told me sorry. She was like 16 or 17 and was such a genuine person to be so young. She stayed and talked a second about how she got to meet Nova at a fashion meet and said she was the most wonderful person, we are the best couple and told me that there is no doubt we will stay together.

It really gave me hope for things that
If so many people are so sure. Kennedi and so were sitting on the bus on out way to to Washington state. She got a weird look on her face as she looked at her phone.

"Check this wolf" she played Novas snapchat story and she was dancing around with some strange bearded man in my house!

"What the fuck? She can't just bring random men over to my house! The hell" that's some seriously fucked up shit

JJ can waddling over and looked

"Oh that's a friend of hers she told me, chill Michael" I don't care if it's only her friend if that man has any since he is already in love with her

I need that girl it's an actual need, I'm just not the same without her by my side. Yeah there is 0 proof or really even a suspishion that's he is anything to her. I just really don't like other males being with her while I'm not.

Fuck it, I haven't called her yet so I will now. Doubt she will pick up but I can try, it rang and rang hoping she would pick up

"Ayeee you got my voicemail cause I'm a lazy notherfucker but I won't check my messages either so try again something thankssss" voicemail...

"Ya probably ain't gonna hear this but I don't give a Shit. I didn't wanna call and upset you but I just want you to know Nova that I'm sorry I don't mean to hurt you the whole point was to not hurt you. I will be home in a week.... I would love to come home and find you there but if you hate me leave just go be happy cause that's all I ever wanted I'm sorry..."