His Obsession

Fighting Feelings

Red pov

I woke this morning feeling warm. You know that good feeling you get when your bed feel so good that you don't want to get up. Yeah that how I felt. I signed in contempt. I felt peaceful. I stretched my body, damn this bed felt good as hell. Nice and warm. Instead of feeling more pillows, I felt something hard. My eyes snapped open, and I search the room, and my eyes feel on Blaze. My eyes widen in shook what the hell is he doing in here. He looked peaceful asleep. He would clenched his jaw from time to time, but he only looked sexier to me. I wanted to touch his face, but then at the same time I didn't want to wake him. So I just took in every detail of him. I know it sounds crazy, but I don't give a fuck. I wanted to touch his face so bad, it just look so smooth, but manly. Maybe if I kiss him now he wouldn't know. He wouldn't feel how much I want him. It's like I need him, I don't want to, but I do. I moved closer to him, and looked at his lips. They were so plump, and I just wanted to kiss them so bad, but I didn't. I was to scared to. I leaned in, and was oh so close to his lips that I could feel him breathing. I got out of bed, and went to take shower. I got in the shower, and it felt like I was at peace in the world. I got out the shower and bush my teeth. I wrapped myself in a towel, and walked out the bathroom into the room. I dropped my towel, and put on my bra and panties. I lotion my body, and went to the closet and pulled out a leather skirt, my sheer shirt, my studded bra. I put on my clothes, and went to do my hair. I got my wand out, and went to work. After I was done, I put on some Boysenberry lipstick, and put on some mascara. I unplugged the wand, and went to look for some shoes to wear. I know that this is backwards, but whatever that's how I work I guess. I looked through all my shoes and decided on my converses, and went out to put them on. As I was making my way to the bed I felt the bed shift. I turned around, and Blaze was looking at me. I don't know why but he makes me so nervous. I walked back to the dresser, and put on some Victoria Secret. I turned around, and was met with Blaze. " Where you going". I looked up at him, and folded my arms. I told him " Look at the clock". He looked at the clock and said " Oh shit". He rushed out the room while I shook my head. I went downstairs to make us some thing to eat. Nothing big, but something to hold us until lunch. Plus we late anyway so it really doesn't matter. I make some eggs, bacon, and toast. As I was putting the food on the plate Blaze was coming downstairs looking good. He had on a white, purple, and black last kings shirt, with his khaki cargos. He had on his diamond ear rings with his chain. He finished it off with his converse. I handed him the plate, and he said ' Thank You". I nodded my head, and grab the OJ, as we were walking out the door. While we was on the way to school, we ate, and drink our food. When we was done, we trip off each other, and rap along to the radio. When we got to school I looked at the clock and it said 8 : 15. Ehh its not that bad only fifteen minutes late. We threw our trash away, and went to the office to get late passes. We stopped at our lockers to get our books for Mrs. Thottie class. We walked in class, and it seem like all eyes were on us. We walked in, and gave Mrs. Thottie our passes, and went to sit down. I would normally sit in the front, but seeing how Tia is right there I think I'll pass on that one. I walked pass the seat, and her face drop. HaHa dumb hoes I swear. I sat with Travis, and Blaze. All class period I couldn't stop laughing Travis and Blaze a trip brah. We had free time in class so Me, Blaze, and Travis put our desk in a circle. They got out snacks, and other shit, and started passing the bag around. I just looked because I didn't know what was going on. Travis said " You look lost lil sis everyday we get snacks and all type of shit and we pass it around". I nodded my head, and reach for some. Travis pop my hand, and said " You didn't put in on this man". I laughed, and rubbed my hand because he hit hard. Blaze slap Travis in the back of his head, and said " Fool don't be putting your hands on my wifey boy. Wha wrong with you". " Oww nigga that shit hurt. I done tell yo ol jack the bean stock having ass to stop putting your hands on me. Keep on I'm going to call my brothers to beat yo ass. You know they just waiting on you". He said patting his head, and rolling his neck like most of the hood rats that go here. " Nigga you don't even have brothers, so who suppose to get me". Travis had looked so lost man that it didn't even make no sense. Blaze past me a bag of gummy worms, and I gladly took them and started to eat. The bell rang, and we grab our stuff, and walked out the classroom. We was walking to lunch tripping, and I was listening to them sing and rap. They sounded good. We walked in the cafeteria, and got our lunch. I looked around the cafeteria looking for a place to sit. When Blaze said " Come on". I looked around lost, and said " Come where"? He looked at me like I was stupid before saying " Your coming to sit with us". I shook my head no and said " I don't want people to talk about me". Blaze grabbed my face, and said " You care to much about what people think, if they ain't doing shit, but making you feel bad, then fuck em".Real talk ma". He grab my hand, and usher me to the table. I sat my stuff down, and started to eat. After I was done, I went to threw my stuff in the trash, and came back and sit. I was laughing it up when Travis said "Lil sis hoes coming on your left". I looked to my left, and saw Tia and Tasha coming my way. I rolled my eyes, and went back to tripping with the guys. Tasha came and sat on Blaze lap, and Tia came and sat on Travis lap. They looked at each other and threw them off their lap. I laughed my ass off. They both was mugging at me, but I didn't care. It not my fault they don't want you. Tia said " Hoe ain't nothing funny withcha homeless ass ". I cut in and said " Naw bitch shut that shit up right now. What I do is none of your concern. We ain't friends no more remember, but I guess hoes flock together right". Her mouth hung open, so I squat down, and closed it for her and said " I don't think you wanna suck any dick right now"? The guys laughed and Tia looked at me angrily but I just didn't care. She got up, and charged me. I flip us over, and started to punch her in the face. Everyone said Worldstar. I felt hands on my hair, turned around So I started to fight whoever it was. I banged her head against the table, and threw the person down. I got on top, and started punching them in the face. I felt hands around my waist picking me up. I already knew it was Blaze, he's going to stop man handling my ass I swear he is. I'm kicking and punching him, but he is unbothered. He put me down, and I started to straighten myself out. Travis came and dap me up, and said " Lil sis got them hands. When Tasha jumped in I thought I had to do the windmill on that hoe". I laugh, and Blaze grab me, and nodded his head towards Travis, and he walked off. Blaze turned me around and said " You good ma". I nodded my head yes, and got out his grip. I backed up from him. He said " Why do you do that"? " Do what"? I said. " Act like you don't want me". "No I don't". He trap me by putting his hands on each side of my head, and pushing his body against mine. I could feel every ab, ever- just know everything. " Why are you doing this " I ask. " Because I know you want me" he said. "Let me go" I said. He looked at me, and kissed my forehead, and said "No". " Say you want me and I'll let you go". I looked at him and said " I scared". He leaned down and touched my lip with his thumb and said "so soft". I bit my lip, and looked away from him. He turned my face toward him and kiss me. He kissed down to my neck and sucked on my pulse. It felt so good. He swiped me off my feet, and rocked his body against me.I moan out and clunged to his shirt. As the tension build up in us. Blaze started to rock faster and faster till I felt like my whole world shattered. I was breath heavy and felt numb. The bell rang snapping me out my daze as the students started to pour out the classrooms and onto the hallways. I looked at Blaze and said "I can't do this". I pushed him away from me, and ran out of school. I ran until my feet hurt, but I made it to the house. I open the door with the key, and went to the room. Moments later Blaze came into the room and yank me to him. I yanked away from him but he just pulled me back close to him. He hovered over me and stared at me. He sang at me Let me know. Let me know. He kissed my neck, and suck making me moan. He stopped and sang At your best you are loved. Your a positive,motivating force within my life..... If you every feel the need to wonder why.... Let me know. Let me know..... I felt like crying no one has every made me feel like this before. He wipe away a tear that feel through my eyes and smiled at me. I pulled him to me and hugged him to me. He pulled away, and said "I'm not doing this shit with you. Your playing with my feelings". I got up and hugged him from the back and said " I'm not playing with you. That's the last thing I wanted to do Blaze." I turned him around and placed my arms around his neck. As he placed his arms around my waist. I lead him back to the bed, and kissed Blaze. I leaned back on the bed and said

" I want you"