His Obsession

I Miss You

( A couple of months later)

Red pov

When I got home last night I was dead tired physical and emotionally drain. I wanted to cry. Shit do something, but I couldn't because I know he was right. I already know that I'm going to have to work for my place in his heart, and I'm willing to do that. When I was in Chicago dudes would always try to hit me up, but I would turn them down. It even got to the point where my mom thought I was gay, but I had to set that shit straight. I like men and men only. OK. I couldn't be with a girl anyway. It would be weird like how is sex suppose to go. I went to take out a shower, and settle in for the night. I climb into bed, and hugged the pillow that was next to me. Like I did every night. I would imagine that it was Blaze holding me, and for the time being that help me sleep at night. Seeing him again made me fell all the same butterflies that were there before I left. I closed my eyes, and flashbacks to all the times we shared came to me all at once. Ha! That night were Travis walked in on us, his face was so funny man. I laid back on the bed as tears slid down my face. I'm a bitter bitch, I can admit that. I'm feel so lost without him, but I don't know what to do sometimes. I watch some toons when mu phone ring. I looked at the I.D and saw a number that I didn't recognized, so I didn't answer. I went back to watching toons, and even ordered some food. I fell asleep around 11:30. I was awoken by my phone ringing. I looked at the clock, and saw that it was 5 in the morning. Who in the hell could be calling me at this time answer in the morning. I snatched my phone up, and answered angrily. Whoever was calling was going to fell my wrath this morning. I answered with a rudely " What". The person on the end of the phone laughed on the end. Whoever this was, was really pissing me off. This person must not know that I'm not the one to mess with in the morning. I pinched the bridge of my nose. Its to early in the morning for this bullshit. I asked " Who is this, and why are you calling me"? The person said " Its who you want". I laughed bitterly and said " The person that I want doesn't want me". The person on the line chuckled before saying 'Meet me at the dinner on 54th at 10, and don't be late". I started to say " Nigga don't rush me", but he hung up. Rude Ass. I laid back down, and went back to sleep. I woke up around 8:30. I laid in the bed for about 30 minutes. I really didn't feel like getting up this morning. I closed my eyes again, and started to think. I was so consume in my thoughts that, I didn't really notice the time. When I finally did look at the time it was 9. Why Jesus Why! I rushed to the bathroom, and took me a shower. I got out the shower, and wrapped a towel around me. I brushed my teeth, and walked out the bathroom. I drop the towel, and put on my bra and panties. I lotion my body with my lotion from Victoria Secrets called Such A Flirt . Yeah that's how I felt today. Despite how I woke up this morning, I felt bold yet sexy that how I'm going to dress today. I pulled out my red skirt with black roses on them. I pulled out my black mermaid bra and pulled out my black blazer. After I put on my clothes. I went to my dresser, and sat while I was thinking of how I wanted to do my hair. I finally decided to but my hair in a messy fishtail braid with a bang. Messy yet cute. I put on some red lipstick with some eye liner, and put on my studs. I went back to the closet, and pulled out my black and red lace heels. I grab my purse and phone, and made my way to the door. I got in my car, and made my way to the dinner. I was ridding along to March Madness by Future, and other songs. When I got to the dinner it was 10: 15, Ehhh not bad, only 15 minutes late. I walked in the dinner, and scanned the room. A figure called me over to the table. I had my own doubts, but I want over there anyway. I sat down in the booth, and the menu was sat on the table. The stranger wasn't a stranger at all. It was the love of my life. I know saying the love of my life is a little bit crazy, but I don't care. That's how I feel. We had a face off for about 5 minutes. I took in what he had on, a red button shirt, black tru's with his Jordans. His hair was curly, and he had on his chain with his diamond studs.I guess great minds think alike. He looked good though. I cleared my throat, and said " Blaze". He smirked at me, and that pissed me off. I would like to know what the hell so funny. The waitress came over to the table, and started to flirt with Blaze, and that made me mad. Why she flirting for. Lawd this hoe going to cause me to act black up in this dinner. I will fuck this bitch up in here. She asked " May I take your order sexy". He said yeah, could I get some water for me, Red what you want"? The waitress looked at me with a mug, but I just smiled, why she mad? I said " Yes I would want some orange juice please". She just walked away without a nice attitude or nothing. Well I know whose not getting a tip later on, but she keep playing with me. I will make her ass lose her job in this bitch. She came back later with our drinks, and took our orders. She asked us, and when I mean us I mean Blaze what he would like. I'm not going to sit here, and stave. Shit she tripping. I slammed my hand on the table getting her attention. I said calmly, and I mean calmly. I order something simply french toast, and bacon. I pushed her along, and started to play on my phone. Blaze said " Jealous huh". I smirked at him, and said " Naw boo, she was just rude as hell", He said " Oh really, so you wouldn't mind if I got her number". " Nope". I said looking down at me phone. I looked up at him, and said "So you wouldn't mind me getting lil cutie number thats been eyeing me for about an hour. He looked at me like he wanted to slap fire out me. Oh I love fucking with him! I was playing like I was getting ready to go over to little cutie when he said " Sit the fuck down". I smirked at him before singing " I just wanna say your mine, your mine, fuck what you-". He bussed out laughing, at me saying " Gon head with that bullshit ma". I laughed at him, and said " Aww boo you mad"? I said pinching his cheek. He sucked his teeth, and said " Man go head lil brah". I looked back at my phone, and was cheesing hard boy. Ya girl got the job. Blaze snatched my phone, and started to look though all my shit. His nosey ass. I said " Gimme my phone Blaze".I smirked at me before saying " Oh I'll give it to you alright". I blushed at him, and said "stop playing." He was going through my phone, and stopped at something. He looked at me with this boyish grin, and that made me nervous. He said " Nice panties ma". I blushed and snatched my phone away, and said " I was feeling myself that day". He was going to say something, but the hoe ass waitress came back with our food. She was smiling hard while putting our food down. She asked " Is there anything else I could give you". Blaze said " Naw, but you could get away from our table though". I laughed, and she mugged me. I know she don't want these hands. Lawd Jesus help these thots. I started to eat my food, and it was so good. You know that feeling where you feel like someone looking at me, well thats what I felt. I looked to my right, and cutie was looking straight at me. Damn bold are we. I nodded my head smiling at him. Trying to be nice. I started to eat again , and I felt the same feeling again, Damn can I have my face back today. I looked at and Blaze was mugging me. Why he mad though. I puck up me lips at him, and said " Don't worry boo". I drink my orange juice, and after a few bites I was done. I looked out the window, and Blaze said " Are we really doing this". I looked at him, and said " Doing what". "This game, why are we acting like we don't want each other when we know we do". I signed because I knew he was right before saying " We're just messing up each others heart". He nodded his head, before saying " Right". The waitress came back over, and Blaze just threw some change on the table. Damn he rude. He got up, and walked out the dinner, and I wanted to follow him, but I didn't. Instead I went home, and sat in sorrow. I went up to my room, and took a shower. I put on some sweats, and a t-shirt. I slips on some slides, and decided to go for a ride around the city. Yep I was that bored. My conversation with Blaze replayed in my head over, and over again. Why am I fighting my feeling. Here he is giving me a chance, and I'm blocking it. I was going to go home, but instead I made a detour to Blaze house. I took a deep breath, and step out the car. I walked up to the door, and I grew nervous. I even started fixing my hair making sure I look ok. I knock on the door, and I heard footsteps. I started to have second doubts. I was getting ready to turn back when the door open revealing Blaze. He looked so sexy ya'll just don't know. With his all black sweats, and t-shirt. I grab him , and kissed him. He picked me up, and I wrap my legs around him. I pulled away, and we were both breathing heavy. I said "Why are we messing with each other hearts". He smiled at me, and closed the door. I hugged him, and said " I miss you". He kissed me, and said "I miss you too". He carried me upstairs, and laid me down in his bed. I looked around the room, and a few things changed, but other than that everything looked the same. I smiled at him as he pulled me closer. He kissed my forehead, as I snuggled closed to him. I can finally sleep peacefully for once. Even though I know things are a bit shaky between us, but I know that we could make it. I'll be damn if somebody tries to stop us. I closed my eyes, as darkness meets me.

( Comment, vote, etc, sorry for being MIA for a couple of days or weeks. Shit I don't know, but I'll try and update again when I have time to)

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-Ladyj1897