His Obsession

His Heart

Blaze pov
My eyes widen in shock. I know its not who I think it is. I took in everything of her. After 5 years she wants to come back. Walk into my house like she owned the place. Bold at that. I wanted to be mad, but for some reason I can't. Not when I know that I still love her. I shollow the lump, and said

"Red"

She smirked at me again, and said

" In the flesh boo"

I want to know what happen to her, where she want, and most importantly why she came back after 5 years of being gone. I was mad, and heartbroken all at the same time. I don't know what to do about this. I looked at her, and mugged the fuck out of her, and her face soften. When she left I vowed to never open up. Not even for her. I went upstairs, and I heard her heels clicking right behind me. I reached my room, and I felt her touch, and no lie I got chills. I miss her, but she can't just walk back into my life like everything fine. She turned me around and said " Let me explain, Blaze". That just pissed me off. " Explain what Red. What huh ! How you left me, telling me not to call you and get in touch with you. Not to worry. How in the hell am I not suppose to worry when the girl I love fall of the face of the earth without a trace". Red face fell, and tears came down her face. Her face she still beautiful to me. I went to my room, and slammed the door in her face. She said " I wanted to tell you. I did. I left because I was scared.". This made me mad of course. What the fuck is the she scared of. I came out the room, and got in her face, and said " Scared Red. Scared of what. You know I would have had you if you would have just said something, but instead you ran like a little ass girl". Her face got red, and said " You really think it was that easy huh. I went for me so I could get better for me. So I could love myself. After everything that happen between us you think I would do you like that. I love you. Hell I still do, but now I know where your heart is". Red was mugging the duck out of me, but I didn't care. Her fist was ball up, and before I knew it she hit dead in the face. I looked at her in shock.Red yelled at me " you wanna know why I left. Huh ! Huh! I left because every time I would close my eyes I saw what the fuck happen to me. I was being raped. Over and over again. I couldn't say anything. I just at her taking in everything she said. I got up and dusted myself off. I tried reaching for her, but she wouldn't let me. She mumbled "I got to go". She walked off, and I wanted to chase after her, but after taking in all the words . I felt like a fool. I let her go again, but best believe I'm going to get her back. I heard the door slam, and I felt the same pain there when she first left. I went to my jewelry box, and pulled out the black box with Red promise ring in there. Its crazy how after all these years I still have this. I put the box back, and went to bed. Man if it's not one thing its another, but I know one thing I still want that Red, and no matter how much I try to fake that shit I can't you cant help feelings.

Red pov

As I drove down the street crying. I knew it was a mistake coming back here. I knew it. He doesn't love me anymore.Apart from what I told Blaze their is another reason why I left. The reason was because I found out my whole life was a lie. Early that morning I got a call from the hospital saying that my mothers was in need of a blood transfusing. I went down to the hospital, and gave blood of course because that's my mother. Even with everything that has happen I still love her. Well funny thing is that when the doctors ran my blood, it turns out that she not even my mother. I was adopted. That was the final thing to push me over the edge. You mean to tell me that I suffered at the hands of a women that didn't even give birth to me. I walked to her hospital room in rage. I wanted answers, and the best place to get them is from the horses mouth. I barged in the room with tears in my eyes, and right there she knew that I knew. She told me everything about my real parents. She said that she made a deal with my mother to raise me while she was getting better for her drug problems. When my mother was feeling better, my " mother" Lisa didn't want to give me up. She fell in love with me, and saw me as everything she wanted. I looked at her with hatred. How can you be so selfish, and deprive me of my mother. She cried to me how she was sorry, but I didn't want to hear anything from her. She was dead to me. She told me that if you wanted to know where your mother is. Look in your heart. I knew what she was talking about. I went to through my stuff that I did bring to Blaze house, and pulled out this old picture from my wallet. I turned it over, and the number 312 where in the back. I thought about it, and then it hit me. My mama is in Chicago. I know what you guys are thinking how can you just pack your shit and leave, but its not like that at all. I wanted to tell Blaze, and tell him I just didn't know how. So I took the easy why out , and left to make it easy on myself. And my heart. I took the first bus to Chicago, and stayed at a hotel while I started my search for her. I looked everywhere until one day when I shopping for something to eat when I bump into this lady. She looked like she saw a guest, and started to ramble on and on about this and that. I knew than that it was her. I mean I looked just like the lady. After a while I got to know her, and I guess I was so happy about finding my mother that I forgot about Blaze. Everyday I thought about him, and I knew that I couldn't face him knowing that I broke his heart. I finally got the courage to face him now after 5 years. I still love him, and I know that he loves me too, but knowing him he has his guard up. But I know that I could easily break that , and show him how much he loves me, and wants me. I just want things to go back how they were before I left, but I know that can't be if he hates me. Alot has changed since I left, but I know that one thing that hasn't.

His Heart