His Obsession

Dates, Time, and Memories

Red pov

I woke up in a blur of thoughts yesterday, wondering about everything. I knew that it is not to second guess yourself, but I cant help it. Its the part that make me human. One that has feelings. Everyone does this, so I hope people can understand. I got up, and stretched my limbs, Awww that felt good. I walked to the bathroom, and looked into the mirror, and I saw someone that I didn't recognize. And I know what some of you are thinking that I mean for the bad, but I don't. I grew. I became a rose that grew from the concrete.I sighed, and turned on the water, and start the shower. I took off my clothes, and stepped in the shower. I feel of the hot water on my skin made me feel at peace with the world for just a second. I need a change, and the only way it could start is if I change myself. I not going to run from my problems anymore. I'm going to face them, and stick by my man's side all at the same time. Yes the wonders of being on your grown women shit. I got out the shower, and brushed my teeth. After I was done I stared at myself in the mirror. I grab a pair of scissors, and cut my hair. I cut until I was happy with myself. My long locks that I felt connected me to my old life was gone. I feel like I can finally start anew with my life. I grab the hair that was in the sink, and threw them in the trash. I looked in the mirror and liked what I saw. I felt sexy, and grown. I love it! I went to the closet, and saw that Blaze stocked the closet back with clothes just for me. He even remember my size. That man I swear. I looked at the clothes that he bought, and they all were made for the street, but most of them was made for the bedroom. Well I guess some things don't change. But I couldn't thank God for any other man beside him. I really do love him. I smiled at the thought, and continued to look through the clothes. I finally found the perfect outfit. I pulled out a white shirt, some white joggers, and some cocaine white timberlands. I laid the clothes on the bed, and lotion my body with coco. Can't be ashy around here. That's a NO NO . I put on my clothes, and checked myself in mirror making sure I was straight. I had on some eye liner, mascara, and some dark purple lipstick. I was on my grown women shit today, and I liked it.I noticed my hair in the mirror and could scream at the sight of it. I ran to the bathroom, and worked my magic. My head full of birds nest was flat iron in a bossy shoulder bob. I loved it. It was older yet youthful. I felt sexy for some reason, and for some reason confident. I sprayed on some perfume and grab my phone and went out the door. I think today, I'm going to surprise Blaze today, and I know just how to do it. I know most likely that Blaze was rushing this morning so why not breakfast. I stop by Micky D's and picked up two pancake platter that consist of pancake, eggs, and bacon. I ordered a side of hash brown with orange juice. After I paid for everything I was on the way to the trap. When I got there, I grab the bags, and went up to the door. I grew nervous, because I never did this before. I never was this bold before. I knocked on the door, and a man that could be Rick Ross twin open the door. He stared at me, and said " What do you want". Well damn ! I just knocked on the door. Before I could say anything he slammed the door in my face. Oh hell no! I bammed on the door, and he stanched the door open, and said " Why the hell are you bamming on the door lil girl". He done piss me off like who the hell do you think you talking to you fat fucker. My face grew hot, and I said " who the fuck do you think your talking to, all the fuck I wanted to do is see my man, but yo ol I need a fucking cheese burger needing ass wouldn't let me". I know everyone in the trap could hear me, but ask me if I care. I heard Blaze voice, and these niggas parted like the Red Sea. Damn he got it like that. The bodyguard looked shook up, and I like it. I looked at the bodyguard with a smirk on my face, and he mugged the hell out of me. I felt eyes on me, and I knew it was Blaze. Don't ask me how or why I just know. I said " Its about time". I turn toward Blaze, and he looked fine today. He had on some tru jeans, a last king shirt with some retros. Waves on point, and he smelled good. Yep that's my baby. He walked up to me, and grab me by my waist, and kiss me. I smiled, and said " Hey baby, I bought you breakfast". I held up the bag. He smiled, and " Thank you baby, just what I needed". He grab my hand, and lead me to his office. He walked me before he closed the door, and locked it. I took out all the food, and started to eat. He sat down in the chair, and looked at me. He said " Damn you waste no time ain't it". I laughed, and cleaned my hands with the towels that came with the food. I drank some of my orange juice, and started to eat again. I felt Blaze eyes on me, and I looked up. I felt the same fire and intensity that I did in high school. He eat some of his food while I threw my food in the trash. I sat back down, and drink my O.J. He looked at me with a smirk, and said " Come Here". I smiled back in my seat, and said " Why should I"? We had a stare off before he said " Just come". I looked at him for a minute before getting up from my chair, and going over to where he was sitting at. He back in his seat, and said " Sit". Over the years his voice got deeper than it as when we were in high school. Mix with that New York slang was enough for me. I sat down in front of him, and looked at him. He still had that smirk on his face, and that had me worried. That look meant that he was going to do some unpredictable, and that alone made me want to stay on my toes. Blaze got up suddenly, and looked at me. He was staring at me with a look that I could not read. He cup my face, and made me look at me. He pushed back some of my hair, and said " You look beautiful". He kissed me with so much intensity that I was flushed with feelings that I haven't felt in a long time. Not since June 3, the day me and Blaze almost made love. I pulled away from the kiss, and looked at him in the eyes. He pecked my lips, my cheeks, all around my face. I felt beautiful. I was finally getting love. Out of no where he kissed my pulse point, and I made the mistake of moaning loudly. He stopped, and looked up at me. I wrap my legs tighter around me, and said " I'm sorr-" he cut me off, and said " Never be sorry for express yourself when your with me ma". He kissed on me some more , and I loved it. His hands start to travel up my thighs, and as always a good thing always have to come to an end. Someone knock on the door, and Blaze unwap my legs so he could answer the door.In walks in Travis. Damn this nigga always got bad timing. He stretched the back of his head nervously, and said "B we got a meeting". Blaze sucked his teeth, and said " Alright". He kissed me, and said " Be ready, by eight I'll be there to pick you up". I smirked at him, and said " My My is the mighty Blaze asking me on a date". He laughed, and hugged me before saying " Hell yeah, now go and take my black card, and buy yourself something nice". He had the card out, and I looked at him like he was on drugs, and said " Naw boo, I got one on my own. I pulled out my own black card, and Blaze eyes got big. I laughed at him, and said " I love her cause she got her own". I put the black card back into my purse, and blow Blaze a kiss and walked out the door. I got in my car, and drove off. My thoughts were this is going to be good.