His Obsession

Where He Has To Understand Her Pain

Red pov

I woke up feeling damn good today. You know that feeling where shit feels right. Yeah that. I looked around the room tying to get myself together, but sense Blaze arms were around my waist. I couldn't. I really had to pee. I wiggle around, and Blaze grip got tighter. He mumble " Go back to sleep". I sighed, and said " No let me go". He chucked, and said " And why should I do that"? I turned around in his embrace, and said " Because I'm sure that you don't want to be laying in a big wet spot now do you". He scrunched up his face at me, and let me go. I laugh, and made my way to the bathroom. I release my balder, and it felt damn good. I took off the clothes that I had on, and got in the shower. I washed my body, before using my body wash call Seduction that I got from Victoria Secrets. After I was done, I got out and then it hit me I didn't have a towel. I called for Blaze, and he didn't answer. His lazy ass. I opened the door, and pecked my head out to see if he was still sleeping. I made a dash out the room from out the bathroom to my towel. I felt myself being lift and place on the bed. Flashbacks of those nights came to me all at once, and I felt overwhelm. I .kicked and screamed, but it was like I'm alone. I felt arms shaking me, telling me to wake up. I opened my eyes, and Blaze was hovering over me. Looking at me with concern. I wanted to explain, but I didn't know how. My mouth felt like the Sahara desert. He grab my body and hugged me to him. I wanted to fight this, to fight him but I know that I couldn't. It simply really I need this. I need him. All my life it felt like I've been trying to full in the holes of my heart with things that I thought would make me happy. But the thing is it didn't. It never did, its time for me to face the fact that right now is not the right time for us. I looked up at Blaze, and smiled up at him weakly. I turned to my side, and feel closed my eyes, and let sleep take me. My last thoughts were " It has
to be done".

Blaze pov

I really don't know what's going on with Red, but I hope that she's going to open up to me about it. I really do like it, and I'm willing to give her all the space she needs. I watched her sleep. Taking in everything of her. She is truly beautiful to me. I looked at the time, and thought " Well its looks like we ain't going to school today". And laid back don holding her.