Someone like you... Liam Payne

beeatch

Guess who's back? Enjoy...

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to say that rehearsals were hard would be an understatement. It had never really hit me until now how big this whole thing was. One Direction were the biggest band in the world no argument, i was a fool to think that their concert would not be anything less than perfection. I sometimes even felt sorry for them. they were always being shouted at and told what to do and being poked and prodded and asked to make decisions about the set list and the back drop and videos and wardrobe and image and everything. It seemed to me that the boys couldn't even take a shit without someone questioning them about it. Yet somehow they all managed to do it with ease, they laughed along with the stylists but were serious when it counted about the things that really mattered. they too were aware that they were the biggest band on the planet, and they knew nothing less than perfection would do.

There actions did a variety of things to me. On the one hand it was great, what I had to do was nothing compared to them, they had a show - a performance and me... well i was only allowed to do a maximum of 5 tracks, no big deal. On the other hand their professionalism and the scale of the whole thing made me want to be sick in my mouth. I have no idea what I would have done if Katie hadn't been invited to come along with me.

she seemed to be taking things in her stride too. She spent her day watching the boys rehearse, or more like check out Harry Styles. I was glad for her, she liked him and he liked her, it was sweet really. Well apart from the fact that they were all they talked about.

"Hey Jamie, have you ever noticed the way Katie bites her lip when shes concentrating?"

"Hey, Jay, ever noticed that one of Harry's eyes is darker than the other?"

Yeah life for them was great, they just weren't together yet that was all. I could think of a million reasons for this. The two main though were that a) they were both too shy to put themselves out there and b) management wouldn't allow it. And while they were happy I couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy. It wasnt meant to be like this. She wasn't supposed to be the one experiencing love and dealing with management not approving. It was all supposed to be me. Liam was supposed to remember me, he was supposed to remember all of these feeling he said he once had for me, we were supposed to be going on tour (well at least that one was happening), we were supposed to be trying to persuade management to let us come out, he wasn't supposed to have a girlfriend.

Since our heart to heart in the car Liam had kindly informed all the guys that we had put all of our "differences" aside. By that he really meant that he was going to stop being an ass.

Sitting by the stage, laptop on lap thinking over my very own set list watching the lads perform I noticed her walking past. Even more beautiful as I first remembered. She walked about like she owned the place, it was finally clear to me why boys loved obnoxious girls - confidence was sexy. There was not a single part of her body that she wouldn't like.

"Hey babe," she didnt even acknowledge me or the other boys just raced straight on to the stage to seal lips with Liam - mid solo.

"Lynn, do you mind babe, we're in the middle of something."

"Oh? sorry babe, but you don't need to practice, you're amazing as it is," she giggled. I finally understood why boys liked thick, obnoxious girls - it made them feel superior.

"Thanks babe, but we all need to get some rehersals done, why don't you go and keep Jamie company? hmm? We only have another song to do them I'll be right over."

"hmmm, okay babes. Try not to miss me too much?" she squeaked at him before tottering down the stairs in heels that looked as long as my whole body.

As she plonked down next to me I offered my hand to her.

"Hey, I'm Jamie, I don't think we've been properly introduced."

"I know who you are," she said as she applied more lipstick to her plump pink lips,

"And I sure as hell know, that you know who I am"

"Excuse me?"

"You heard beeatch, just prevent we're friends which by the way will never happen and stay away from my man. I know you think that you and him and "friends" now, but i promise you it wont last long, he'll see how pathetic you are soon enough, and it wont be long especially since he has me to compare you to"

Shell shocked all i could do was stare. I was brought out of my trance by Lynn clapping too much .

"Bravo babe, perfect!" she squealed as she got to her feet, "bye babe."

"What a bitch,"I said as Niall sat down next to me.

"So you finally noticed huh?" Niall replied.