Trans Moth Boi Has Issues

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So heartstopper.

I watched it a few days ago and my fucking God it's amazing. I love it so so so so so sosososososkskskkskxossososososososososososososoososososososososososososososoosososox fucking much. To see queen relationships done and shown that way is fuckign amazing and I realted so much to a lot of moments.

AND THE SOUNDTRACK IS FUCKIN PERFECT?!?!?!??!

but also it hurts knowing I won't have what nick and Charlie have haha

The show has made me realize just how single and gay I am lmao

Oh that's another thing....I'm having the babies and tiniest of sexuality crisis because for the last month or so I've been noticing an increasing pattern of being attracted to men. Just seeing random men and my brain will just go

Ah pretty men 👀👀👀👀 and I don't think I'm even attracted to women or feminine presenting people at all anymore????? But again idk bc I know that it shifts a lot. But like this time it's just nonstop gaygaygaygaygaygaygaygaygaygaygaygaygaygaygaygahvahGayagaygahagahahagagayagagahagagahagayag

I am so very gay and just ✨men✨

Idk maybe it's just cause almost all my friends are in relationships and I'm by myself. I mean I'm in college I should be at least putting myself out there but that's terrifying when I live in the south and am also a trans guy attracted to guys that's not all that interested in sex 🤠 there fore very small dating pool

Oh and I low-key have been addicted to lovejoy/wilbursoots music lately but that's a whole other thing.

And one last thing to add to this rant this chapter - I low-key miss having internet friends lmao. Like I swear I had a ton when I was on the internet too young and I have none. The people I interact with online half the time are people I know I'll and am friends with irl and then with yall/ other people I have interacted with, I barely talk consistently with them so yeeeaahh.

Anways I'm exhausted, gay, and lonely with an unhealthy music obsession:)))