Trans Moth Boi Has Issues

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If you're stressed because your failing a relatively easy class bc you haven't had the motivation to do any of the work that weighs more for your grades and now you have to fix it and you know it'll be a lot of work and you're also getting tired of your mom and sister's annoying bullshit clap yours hands !

hi I'm failing art bc I'm not turning my journals in bc I don't do them and this morning my mom made a comment about how my brother takes forever to get ready in the morning and I don't and she goes :

"Usually girls take longer to get ready"

to which I reply

"Well, I'm not a girl so..."

And then she got kinda mad and says "I'm just saying as a general"

like I know it's going to take a while for her to get used to it but I've been out for a year as agender and I always remind her when she says  "you girls" or "the girls"

like seriously, get it through your thick skull that I'M NOT A GIRL.

And she still uses she/her pronouns for me and im just frustrated because nobody wants to use the right pronouns besides my friends. My sister tries but forgets half the time, and I've told them they can use he/him if it's easier to remember than they/them and they still, don't use the right ones.

And I've been trying to get my mom to get me a new bed because I've been needing one for almost a year now but she of course overspent with her taxes and I have to wait till next payday and even then she probably won't get it because it'll be like 100-400 for a bed and anytime I bring it up she gets pissed off at me because she knows I need one but it's not my fault she seems to forget things my brother or I need but remembers everything my sister ever wants. I made the off comment the other day about my sister, I don't even remember what it was but my mom got passed at me and she said I treat her like she's stupid and sometimes I feel like she is but I just, I'm stressed

I'm just frustrated with my mom and sister rn and I honestly want to move in with my cousins if I could. I like my room too much to do that, and I would rather not have to do chores or shares a room with someone.

Bright side is, I finally got my first binder and I wore it to school yesterday and nobody said anything. To be fair, I did wear a hoodie all day but still.