So I've come to a realization.
I'm not nonbinary, or agender.
Im simply FTM.
I'm a boy.
And I think I was just too afraid to admit it, because I use to be so feminine when I was a kid and i thought it meant there was no way I was actually a boy. I was clearly wrong.
A lot of it might be also because I feel that I dont experience dysphoria as extreme as some. But that doesn't mean I am any less trans, because everyone experiences things differently.
Having said that, I still experience extreme discomfort in a lot of things, especially regarding my appearance and physical attriubutes, especially my height, chest, waist, hips, and voice.
I'm not going to go back and delete everything where i thought I was nb/agender though because it is apart of me discovering who I am and I, just like every human on earth, am allowed to explore my idenity and figure things out, and how I view it, gender identity can sometimes one of the most confusing and hardest things ever to figure out because in most cases, there is so much denial that can lead to self-repression.
So yeah, that's all i really wanted to say/clarify. I hope you all understand (the like 2 ppl who read this lmao)
So hi, my name is Maxx, I'm a trans boy, and I'm scared for the future but I'll get through and it will get better, for all of us. :)))
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RandomIn which a gay ™ trans moth boi, complains about his life Also im too lazy to take out the shit no longer completely true about me yee