Butterfly

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곁에 머물러줄래?
Will you stay by my side?
내게 약속해줄래?
Will you promise me?
손 대면 날아갈까? 부서질까?
Will it fly? or break if I touch it?
겁나, 겁나, 겁나.
Scared, scared, scared.
시간을 멈출래.
Wanna stop time.
이 손간이 지나면
After this moment
없어던 일이 될까? 널 잃을까?
Will it ever happen? Or will I lose you?
겁나, 겁나, 겁나.
Scared, scared, scared.

"I wanna tell you something. Been keeping this for so long." Jaemin feels like it just weighs a lot and by this time, the feeling won't just fade away.

Will he ever look the same to Jaemin when Jaemin drops the bomb?

Why does it feel like a sin for liking your friend?

Jaemin can't move from his spot when Mark told him to continue.

He felt as if the world is ending.

"I- this will- Are you- FUCK!" He can't bring himself to say it.

Come on Jaemin! Just say it! Tell him you like him! Confess that you have liked him ever since you laid your eyes on him!

Jaemin thought, pushing himself to vocalizing his thoughts.

Mark chuckled at his unusual behavior. "Chill out. I won't bite. What is it?" he's so curious that he want Jaemin to just go and say whatever it is that he wants to say.

Jaemin let out a loud sigh.

I don't wanna take a risk. I don't want to lose you.

"First of all... I want you to promise me you won't leave me after this?" Jaemin literally felt his system shook inside him.

His palms are nervously sweating.

"Dude, why you so nervous? Okay, I will. I promise I won't. Now what is it?" even though Mark wanted to slightly yell at him for wasting little of his time by stuttering and making him wait, but Jaemin is his friend, and he will never ever yell or be mad at him, especially if it's just a small thing to be mad about.

Jaemin shut his eyes closed, and clutched Mark's uniforms, (By the way, they are inside the classroom where only the two of them are there since it's already lunch time, but the two decided to just stay, instead of nanznsnnsnznz anyways,)

And rapidly shook his head.

"I like you!" he yelled.

There. Now we wait what will happen next.

Jaemin peeked to see what is his friend's reaction.

Is it wrong for Jaemin to wish he was blind?

Mark raised his left eyebrow at Jaemin's confession.

He doesn't know what to say.

Should he say 'No, it's wrong.' ? or 'Well I don't, but it's okay.' ? Or just leave?

Jaemin didn't realized, he is still clutching Mark's uniform, not until Mark himself removed it.

Jaemin looked down, too afraid to face his friend again.

Should've known better.

"I don't know if it's a good thing, but what's on my mind, is that I, maybe need to have a little bit of time and space to think, for now, I don't want to see you." He felt a little bad for sounding pissed and rude, as well as for leaving a crying Jaemin.

He was confused.

But still, he didn't want to think much about it. He'll leave for the meantime.

But what Jaemin didn't know is if it will be leaving him for the 'meantime', or 'never be friends again', maybe 'transfer school', or

"Is he going to leave me permanently?"