ᴺᴱᵂ ᴺᴱᴵᴳᴴᴮᴼᵁᴿ

why leave?

when i got to my seat, the lady said.

"i've never heard such a powerful speech before y/n, thank you" i placed my award down and did a heart with my hands towards the lady, whilst still crying.

the show was ending, there were some last speeches.

i felt a pat on my shoulder, and my manager Ella appeared, very happy.

i jumped to my feet, hugging her, as she grabbed a chair and sat down next to me.

she held my hand that was slightly shaking, introducing herself to marcus and martinis who were on my table.

"congratulations on your award, i'm Ella, y/ns manager"

"thank you, it's nice to meet you"

there was the last performance of the night, but people had been leaving already.

marcus and martinus stayed.

"we will wait until people leave, i need to tell you something private" ella said.

the boys left, they probably heard what was going on.

eventually when the tables behind us emptied out, ella said.

"i don't want to say this, but, i have to quit being your manager" she said.

i laughed, "why? i'm successful because of you!"

"i'm sorry y/n, i did get you a new manager before i leave so i don't leave you hanging"

"ella, a new manager won't help me the way you did, you know me, i know you, we are good friends, you know what you expect from me, you know the type of songs i like to create, this new manager will use me for money-" i said, tears forming, i don't want a downfall after i have just won some awards. i don't want my career to be over. "if you wanted to be my manager, you should have at least prepared yourself, you thought an artist like me wouldn't eventually blow up?"

someone cleared their throat behind me.

i turned around, there was a man with marcus and martinus.

"y/n.." marcus said.

i ignored him.

"who are you?" i asked the man.

"y/n, this is your new manager.." ella said.

i looked at her, tears forming once again.

i couldn't stop crying.

"if you quit, i'll quit" i said to ella, everyone's eyes now widening.

"y/n, it's great to meet you" the man said, taking his hand out, expecting a handshake, i didn't move my hands that had been crossed.

he gulped, taking his hand away.

"i'm also marcus' and martinus' manager, i thought it would be cool since you guys are friends.

"what? is this a fucking joke? you think i'd say 'oH yEaH iLL leT yoU bE mY mAnagEr becAusE your MaRcUs' and MarTInuS' maNAgEr, what the fuck were you thinking? this is my fucking JOB, i don't know you! how am i meant to trust you?" i stopped to breath.

i now looked at ella, who had felt bad.

"fuck this" i said, budging out of the conversation. i left, pushing the twins towards a table, not caring.

i left and went to the red carpet.

i avoided paparazzi by going to the bathrooms.

when i entered i had quickly wiped my tears. emma suddenly came out from one of the toilets.

"y/n-" she said, hugging me tightly.

"hey" i said, sniffing.

"are you okay?"

"me? yeah! of course, just emotional.. you know, awards and stuff."

"i'm so proud of you; PLEASE TOUR"

i smiled, as she left.

(marcus pov)

we thanked ella, her old manager and ran after y/n but unfortunately losing her.

fuck.

we had a limousine for her too, so we would get to know her better.

she could've left, and we all fucked up.

we saw emma coming out of the bathrooms.

"emma, have you seen y/n?"

"she's in the bathroom, she's very emotional" she said.

me and martinus looked at her.

"okay, go to our parents, they have a surprise for you" martinus said.

he was right, our parents suprised me and martinus and emma, and they would take emma for holiday right after the awards show for a week. they came back from work, and knew we wouldn't make it to holiday because of our job, sadly after they come back, they have lots of jobs around the world.

we were used to it.

"okay, boys stay here and wait for y/n, i'll go grab her awards."

"okay" we nodded, as our manager Luke left to get the awards.

we waited and waited.

eventually Anna of the North came out.

"Anna, hello" i said.

"hi!"

"is um, y/n in there?"

"yeah, why?"

"could you ask her to come out?"

"of course, let me tell her"

"okay, but don't tell her it's us"

"okay?" she was now suspicious, but didn't question it.

she went back in and came out.

anna then left and moments later y/n came out.

she didn't notice us at first but then saw us and tried to go away, but we caught her

"y/n-"