ᴺᴱᵂ ᴺᴱᴵᴳᴴᴮᴼᵁᴿ

fever dream

"okay now we have...new single of the year" marcus said.

"once again, y/n gregorssen" cheers filled the room as the screen turned to me who was crying.

i had the grammy on my laps.

"lil nas x, katy perry and Ariana grande"

cheers again.

"here we go" marcus said, looking at me quickly before turning to the envelope and opening it.

it would be the ducking end of me if i won another grammy.

"Y/N GREGORSSEN" marcus shouted, jumping around.

i fell into another pit of crying.

"oh my fucking god" i said, going back on stage.

"since this is y/ns second grammy, she will be going backstage in case she winds another one" martinus said as marcus helped me up the stairs again.

i just hugged him there quickly, and then martinus who kissed my cheek and handed me the grammies.

"this has to be a joke" i said, making everyone laugh.

"this is for listen before i go, right?" i asked marcus who nodded.

"okay, on that note, whoever relates to this song, just know that i fucking love and appreciate you" everyone cheered as i sniffed my nose with a long pause.

"and that..." i went quiet.

"suicide is not the answer" i said.

raising my grammy up in the air and nodding, as i moved away from the microphone, now backstage.

"that is crazy..." martinus said.

"right... RIGHT EVERYONE?"

everyone cheered, then i heard the cheering of my name

"y/n, y/n, y/n" that went on.

the twins silenced the crowd.

"third last category of today.. surprisingly these categories all have y/n in them"

"Record of the year has... DCKWRTH, y/n gregorssen, kendrick lamar, and tyler the creator."

everyone cheered as the envelope opened.

"Y/N GREGORSSEN"

i was being filmed the whole time.

i turned away from the camera as i cried, again.

i went on stage, sobbing a bit; a bit embarrassed.

i took the award from martinus.

"god, i really am sweeping the grammies tonight" i said to the microphone, laughing.

"yeah... record of the year, WOW. just thinking about it makes me go crazy, thank you so much. i want to thank my manager mark on this, and the rest of my team, you guys are crazy"

i walked off again, waving to the fans, as i sobbed slightly.

"music video of the year which includes y/n gregorssens 'listen before i go' video and ariana grandes '34+35' music video"

martinius whispered something in marcus' ear as he opened the envelope, making him laugh.

"Y/N GREGORSEEN" he shouted

"no no no no no no" i said to the camera.

i walked on stage.

"ARIANA IM SORRY, YOU DESERVE THIS MORE THAN ME" i shouted to the crowd.