Teen Wolf Imagines/Preferences

Only love can hurt like this/Stiles

This is another one I got from tumblr from the profile: voidsbae

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  "Kiss me you idiot" you say while looking at Stiles's beautiful eyes. He smiles at you and crushes his lips into yours making your whole world disappear. You kiss him back trying to give him all your love through that kiss. His hands find their way to your cheeks. Stiles breaks the kiss and leans his forehead to yours

  "I love you" he whispers softly.

You open your eyes full of tears looking at the ceiling. Another dream of him. And this goes on and on for three years. You sigh and let the last moments of your sweet dream die. If only it was true...sadly it is not because you are that one idiot in love with your best friend who loves someone else.

  Knowing that Stiles is happy was like a loaded gun pointed to your head. You kept telling yourself that you have to be happy for him because after all he is your best friend but somewhere deep down you couldn't be happy no matter how hard you've tried. Because only love can hurt like this and no matter how hard you have tried to hide your feelings they just couldn't fade away...

  Stiles snaps his fingers in front of your face "You ok?" he asks gently, looking at you a little worried.

  "Yeah, I'm just a little tired. I've been studying the whole night." you lie smoothly. He nods and hugs you. You close your eyes for a couple of seconds enjoying his familiar smell but then he lets you go and you feel empty and even more heartbroken.

  You smile at him but your smile immediately fades away when you see Malia's approaching you. There she is. The one he loves. The love of his life. Malia smiles at you and puts her hands on Stiles's cheek to kiss him. You smile at them and turn your head to Lydia to hide the pain in your eyes. Lydia smiles at you with an apology in her eyes and some comfort. She knows. In fact everyone knows except Stiles and his little precious world.

  You sigh knowing that you are going to overthink again.

  Why can't this be you? Why can't he say those things to you? Why has he never noticed you? Why can't he kiss you the way he is kissing her?

  You swear to God that it must have been a deadly kiss because everytime he kisses her, you slowly die inside.

  "So what have you guys been up to?' asks Lydia slowly killing Malia with her eyes.

  "We are going to find some pretty dresses for today." says Malia looking at Alison. Allison nods and looks at you "Are you going to the prom?" she asks.

  "I don't know yet. It depends." you say knowing damn well that you are not going.

  Lucky for you the bell saves you from answering any other questions. You take your things and go to class.

  Maybe in  another life it will be you and Stiles or maybe not. Maybe this stupid world does not want you to be together ever and it does not matter what your heart wants. No matter how badly you wanted to be with him, you just knew that you couldn't because he was happy and that's what mattered  to you. For him to be happy. Even if it means that you will be suffering. His happiness was your priority. You were sure that he will always have some part of your heart. It will always be his and that was terrifying. You shake your head to stop thinking about that and try focusing on the lesson. Unfortunately it didn't happen so you lied about feeling so bad that you have to come back home.

  You sigh looking at Lydia with tears in your eyes.

  "Y/N You have to come to that prom. Please. Do it for me. It's our senior year and after that we are gonna leave for college. " she says and hugs you "I know he will be there with Malia but sweetie you will have me there and I promise to you that I will be there for you the whole night. We will get through this together. No matter what." she says looking at you worried. You wipe the tears from your face. Fine. This last time you will go and then you will leave this town and forget about every damn feeling that you have for Stiles.

  "Fine. I will go." You say and lick your lips. Lydia screams in happiness and gets you ready for the prom.

 

  You feel every muscle of your body tighten when you park your car in the school's parking lot. You take a few breaths and go to school holding Lydia's hand. Everyone greets you and hugs you tightly. Only If they knew...

  You fake a smile and go on the dance floor with Scott and that's how the party gets started.

  A Few hours later you sneak out of the prom and get in your car. You exactly know where you're going. After a few minutes you park in front of the place where you and Stiles used to go. It's exactly the same spot where you fell in love with him. Love. That word will forever be linked for you with Stiles. After all, he was your first true unhappy love. You smile through your tears looking around.

  You lay down at the ground looking at the beautiful city lights. You will miss this forever. With tears rolling down your face you get to your car.

  "I will always love you Stiles" you say to yourself driving by the sign; You are leaving Beacon Hills.

  And with the enormous pain in your chest you leave the love of your life in your hometown. Because sometimes love is not beautiful. Sometimes love is just a destroying piece of shit and for you this love was destroying...Sometimes love isn't enough and then you have to move on, no matter how hard it will be.

  And with those thoughts you disappear...

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Word Count: 1062

  This I liked, I had to find one on Tumblr cause I'm running out of ideas. I need y'all to request please. Anyways I hope you liked this, have a good day.