You're so Selfish/Stiles

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I found this on Tumblr under the profile jazzmynerule

"Allison I honestly don't know" I flung myself onto her bed whining like a kid "y/n you need to get up and tell him like right now" she said grabbing my arm and pulling me up "right now? Like at this very moment?" I asked "yes right now go y/n if you don't tell him now you never know when you will be able to remember you're moving to New York in a couple weeks" she stated pushing me out of her house and towards my car "Allison I don't think I can do this" I started panicking "baby yes you can you've got this!" She smiled pushing me in the car closing the door "I've got this" I sighed starting my car up and heading towards the stilinksi household

I parked just outside his house and made my way up to his door knocking on it "stiles open up its cold out here!" I yelled knowing he can hear me "coming!" He yelled back obviously tripping down the stairs on his way "hi" he smiled quite an awkward one "hey I came to talk to you about something" I scratched the back of my neck kinda embarrassed of what I'm about to say "could it be quick I've kinda gotta do something" he fidgeted with his thumbs "yeah sure" I laughed nervously "uhm so stiles I've been thinking for a bit and I kinda li-" just as I was saying it a half naked Lydia comes walking down the stairs and my heart instantly dropped down to my toes "oh hey y/n" Lydia smiled as she hugged stiles from behind "hey lyd" I smiled holding back tears "what was it that you were saying y/n?" He asked "oh nothing don't even worry about it stiles it's kinda stupid anyways" I softly cried looking at them holding each other like how I pictured me and him hugging "hey what's wrong" he let Lydia go and came to my side as I started heaving for air like my lungs have collapsed "nothing I've gotta go" I tried to leave but he wouldn't let me "y/n please what's wrong" he begged me to tell him but I was too focused on the fact that my heart has been shattered "please stiles just let me go" I pushed him getting out of the door and running to my car dialling Allison's number "hey! How did it go?" She chirped through the phone obviously waiting for me to tell her good news "i was too late Allison Lydia has him now" I cried "oh y/n/n, come back to mine dads made chocolate pudding we can sit in my room and talk about how much of a hunk Johnny Depp is" she said as I silently agreed and hung up "you're such an idiot y/n" I whispered knowing damn well this was gonna happen

I moved from beacon hills to New York a week after the whole incident happened and that was what? 2 years ago, I'm going back to beacon hills because I miss my friends and I need to see Stiles and talk to him

I got off the plane and headed out of gate 4 towards the car park to find Allison's car, slowly but surely I found her and sprinted towards her with two suitcases and a duffle bag hanging off me "y/n you sexy bitch" Allison screamed getting out of the car and running my way "I missed you so much" I said mid sob dropping my luggage and jumping on her "I missed you more" she giggled snuggling her head into my neck sniffling back her own sobs "c'mon you've got so many more people to see" she smiled a half smile "yeah I know" I smiled back grabbing my things and packing them away in her trunk "let's go!" I yelled jumping into the car as we started our journey back to hers

"Hey I thought we were going to yours?" I questioned watching her pull into a very familiar drive way "nope everybody is at Scott's so I've brought you here" she said hopping out of the car making her way inside "everybody including the one I'm dreading to see" I sighed following her inside "we are in here Allison" Scott yelled from the living room "coming" she yelled back as she grabbed my hand making sure I know I'm safe " guess who's home" she smiled bringing me into the room as everybody stopped talking and stared at me "y/n?" Scott excitedly yelled jumping up and swinging me around in his arms "hi Scottie" I giggled ruffling his hair "who are they?" I asked pointing at three new faces "that's Malia she's a werecoyote that's Isaac he's a werewolf and that's Kira she's my girlfriend" Scott smiled as they all smiled and waved "girlfriend?! Wait so you and her aren't together anymore?! And you didn't tell me?!" I screamed pointing at the both of them as they both hesitantly nodded their heads "what the hell kind of friends are you" I sarcastically scoffed as they both laughed "hey y/n" Lydia smiled getting up and hugging me "hi" i softly said hugging her back "good to have you back" she smiled sitting back down in her seat next to Malia "you should probably go talk to stiles he's a bit pissed you didn't say goodbye to him" Scott whispered seeing stiles death stare me, he's whole appearance has changed so much, he didn't have that famous buzzcut anymore his hair was puffy and soft, he has a couple more freckles on his face and his body isn't as skinny as it used to be he's gained quite a lot of muscle, if my heart wasn't racing enough it's definitely picked up in speed "stiles come with me for a minute please" I said walking towards the kitchen as I heard him follow me "before you start speaking how could you y/n honestly after everything we've been through you decided that not saying goodbye to me before you left my life for two years was a good idea? You're so selfish" he scoffed "firstly I was mad at you okay and secondly you were always too busy thinking about getting in Lydia's pants to even listen to me anyways so I don't know why you're so mad when In fact I should be mad no I am mad I'm so unbelievably pissed at you stiles" I yelled back poking his chest "oh yeah? Why huh?" He said sitting on the bar stool "because I fell in love with you and that day I came over to yours and found you with Lydia I was going to tell you I was so fucking excited to finally tell the boy I've loved for 8 years that I love him but instead I walked away with my broken heart in my hands stiles you broke my heart without even realising because you were in love with her and not me" I sighed letting the tears I've built up fall down my cheeks as I stared at stiles' shocked face "you broke my heart stiles" I cried sitting on the floor with my head on my knees "hey hey listen to me, yes I did love Lydia and I'm sorry okay but when you left me standing at the door while you walked back to your car crying made me wanna throw Lydia off me and swoop you in my arms and never let go, y/n I loved Lydia but I loved you more I still love you okay and I don't think I'll ever stop" he lifting my head up so I can look him in the eyes "but what about Lydia?" I asked sniffling back another sob "it didn't work out I was hung up on you and she was hung up on Jackson" he smiled kissing my forehead "you should've just told me that day y/n because right when you left I ended it with Lydia" he sighed pushing the loose strands of hair out of my face "you're an idiot" I breathed out "I know" he chuckled kissing my forehead "we should probably head back" i began standing up grabbing a hold of stiles' arm and we made out way back into the living room with everybody "finally now we don't have to watch you both torture yourselves any longer" scott rolled his eyes as i walked over and smacked his head "shut up" I scoffed taking a seat next to stiles on the couch

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Hope you liked it, I was just browsing Tumblr and saw that. I was like 'Oh, I should add this to my book' so hear it is. It's not exactly the same cause it had A LOT of langue so I took it out.

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