My Slytherin boy

The funeral

A/N- sorry it took so long but here it is finally!
Also it's not my best one I don't think, but it's the best I'm doing atm. So hope you enjoy

We're here. At her funeral. A lot of people are here, my family and friends, even Theo's father showed up.

I'm just sitting here staring into thin air, I'm not listing to anything. That is until, theo stands up.
What's he doing?

"I didn't know Lexi, at all really. But I've heard so much about her and met her once or twice. But she seemed amazing, really fun and happy. I know she was really close to Y/N and the boys and I know that being here right now is really hard for them. I don't really feel much emotion about people dying and I definitely never know what to say about it. But this death really hurt what I like to consider my family, but mostly it's hurt one person I love like a lot, so it really hurt me to be honest. I wish I would've knew Lexi more, I wish I could've been her friend maybe.
I'll try carry her name on for the rest of my life, for the people I love, for the girl I love."

By the time he finished, he had tears in his eyes, I didn't know he was getting up to say something, but I'm glad he did. When he sat down I just looked at him and he looked back and smiled at me. I hugged him so tightly, I didn't want to let go of him.

I didn't go up to say anything, I didn't know what to say to be honest. That's a lie really, I had so much to say I just didn't know how to say it it all at once. My brothers went up to say things, they were all such lovely words. My dad went up to with my uncle, Lexis father. I don't think I've ever wanted to scream crying so much in my life. I never saw my father cry till this day, I never want to see him cry again.

When everyone finished we went outside to lay Lexi to rest. Skinny love was playing in the background, it was lexis favourite song.
Theo had his arms around me, I couldn't stop wanting to cry listening to the song. Merlin I'll miss her so much.

When the song finished, we all raised our wands to the sky in memory of Lexi. Some shot some spells in the sky, they let out red and green fireworks, her favourite colours.

Everyone was walking back up to the cars to leave. I stayed back and just stared into her grave, I was the only one left there.
So I let it all out, I dropped to my knees and stared to cry, cry so much.

I started to scream, I let it all out. I felt someone come up behind me and hug me, I knew it was theo so I don't bother getting him off of me.

"I'm sorry Lexi, I'm sorry, I love you,please come back to me" I said into theos chest. "Please come back" I whispered.
"Sh sh, it's okay, I'm here, I've got you" theo said in hush tone.