☆ Want you back ☆ Hwang Hyunjin

Chapter 8

He sighed before continuing "I really, really loved you"

We stared at each other for seconds, our minds full of thoughts. What he didn't know is that I was probably thinking the same things he was.

I want him back.

I broke the silence with a smile "I loved you too Hyunjin," I faked a chuckle "but it was just a stupid teenage love"

Auch.

My heart broke saying that.

"You think like that too?" He faked a chuckle as well. I have a feeling he is lying...

But what if he isn't?

He probably forgot about me already... i'm the one who is in love with him still...

I broke up with him and then rejected him, of course he doesn't love me anymore.

And what if he did? I don't want to date him either.

We really aren't good for each other and he deserves to achieve his dreams.

He deserves someone better than me.

"Y-yeah" I stuttered nervously. I don't know what I expected but it was definitely not this.

He looked down with a sad face "I think we should get going" his voice was sad, really sad.

"Yeah, let's go" I faked a calmed voice. I got an expert at this since I broke up with him. 

Every time I talk with him, it's faking time.

We picked up all our stuff and went separate ways.

***

"Shut up Felix, I know..." I faked cried.

"Don't be ridiculous, you really can't hurt him more" He said, criticizing me after telling him everything about yesterday.

"You make me feel so bad"

"Because you should. Stay away from him if you're gonna hurt him"

"That's why i'm being trashy, because I don't want to be around him. He insists on being my friend"

"Oh, really? In that case, I think you should just resign. Be nice to him because he is NEVER letting you go. And when I say never, it's never"

"But-"

"You know him better than I do. You know that now that he talked to you, he is never stopping. He's not letting you go this time. Regardless of wether he wants you as a friend or something else"

"Maybe he just wants revenge" I let out a chuckle.

"Exactly, you never know"

"Where are we going tho?" I asked confused. I had been following him.

"Speaking of the devil..." He said slowly.

"What? What about Hyunjin?"

He squeezed his face together "He asked me to bring you here"

"What?" I shouted. "I just told you I don't want to interact with him"

"I'm sorry," he apologized "he looked so excited to show you something"

"It's almost midnight, what can he possibly show me? Surprise fireworks?"

He widened his eyes "Would you like that? If I told him, he would do it"

"No!" I complained. "Let's go then"

We got to the 4th floor, I followed Felix through the halls. We soon got to a door and Felix opened it.

"Hyunjin is inside, goodbye"

"Feli-" He closed the door between my yell.

I walked through the room looking for Hyunjin. It was the haircut room...

No...

Don't tell me he-

"YEONSU!" He shouted excited.

I turned his way and saw him.

No.

His beautiful long hair was gone...

He looked beautiful still but, gosh, his hair.

The hair I dreamed of grabbing, of stroking, of caressing, of pulling...

"Hyun- Hyunjin?" I said scared.

"Do you like it?" He asked excited.

Short black hair...

Beautiful but short...

"Oh- I- I like it" I tried to fake happiness but was caught in the surprise.

His face dropped "You don't like it?"

This i'm not allowing, this disappointed face is a no for me. I can't stand it.

"NO! I LOVE IT" I smiled hugely. It was genuine this time. Seeing how much he loved his hair made me that happy, and watching it better, he looks so good.

Well, the thing is everything looks good on him...

His face shined again "It feels so light, I love the feeling!" He moved his hair with his hands. "So healthy too"

I walked closer to him and grabbed it.

Fuck everything.

"Yeah, it feels so soft..." I said, stroking it softly.

After a few seconds of him staring at my face features, and of me looking and touching his hair, I backed a little and returned my hand to my side.

"Why did you stop?" He whispered in a low voice.

I chuckled "My arm was getting tired, you're tall"

"Come here" He quickly responded before walking to the other side of the room. I followed Hyunjin and saw a couch.

"Sit down" He demanded.

I did. Then, he unexpectedly laid on the couch, putting his legs up on it and his head on my lap.

I flinched "Hyunjin don't-"

"Shhh, i'm tired" He closed his eyes, not moving an inch.

I decided to not do anything, but Hyunjin grabbed my hand and placed it on his head.

"Please keep going, like you used to do"

I started to stroke his hair softly again, remembering how I used to do this almost everyday.

Late at night at the practice rooms, when we stayed at the company until dawn, when we wouldn't go home at night. It was the only way he would take a nap and get at least a couple of hours of sleep.

I can't resist, I can't resist him.