Chapter 26

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After riding our orgasm out, catching our breath, he flopped next to me, with the song still playing on the back, since he put it on loop.

'You are so beautiful, you drive me so crazy... I wanna get to you, I wanna be with you~'

.....

It was too awkward, the air was too awkward.

I don't even know if I should tell him what I wanted to say before... Everything changed now.

I want him back, but maybe he was just looking for sex.

No, he couldn't have possibly done everything he did just for stupid pussy, right? Right?!?!?!

But I have to tell him, I need to stop playing with his feelings (if that's the case).

He stood up from the bed, picking up his clothes and putting them back on, starting from his bottoms.

This is it.

"Hyunjin...?" I broke the silence, sitting up.

Hyunjin gently tossed my clothes to the bed and I started to put them on.

"You don't have to say it, I know" He faked a chuckle.

I put on my bra "What do you mean?". I was so confused.

He looked at me, with a fake smile on his face.

Why the fuck does he look sad?

"You're probably going to say that this was a mistake"

What?

He really thinks that??

I furrowed my eyebrows "I- I wasn't goi-"

"Or that it meant nothing to you" He interrupted me, fake chuckling, in a way it hurts to listen.

"No, I really wasn't-"

"Or that you were in the mood and that's it" It hurts to hear him like this.

"No, I-"

"Or maybe that-"

NO.

"Enough! Hyunjin shut up!" I almost shouted.

He knitted his eyebrows, looking so freaking confused "Sorry". He sat on the bed fully dressed now.

I stood up, putting on my panties. "Just let me get dressed, this is embarrassing"

"Don't"

"Huh?" I looked at him confused.

He looked really nervous, shaking his right leg "I need to know what you think. Now"

I sat on the bed slowly, not knowing where to start.

I sighed "This was not a mistake or this wasn't because of the heat of the moment. I wanted to"

He chuckled, looking at the floor.

I sighed again before speaking "And I came here to talk to you"

"Talk to me then" He said, giggling a little.

It's time.

"I love you" A huge weight was set free right after I said those words.

His gaze suddenly became sad again.

But why? Did he actually just... wanted me physically..?

No, it can't be. No. No. No.

"Are you okay?" I asked worried.

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