First Love

Thirteen | Beach

"What's that?" Hana pointed to my neck.

"Huh?" I grabbed my phone and checked in the camera before groaning when I saw the hickey that Jungkook gave me last night.

"Girl has a hickey, who'd you bang?" Wonho smirks and I rolled my eyes.

"I didn't bang anybody." They all stared at me as if they were telling me to carry on with what really happened. "Okay fine, Jungkook came over last night and kind of made out with... me..."

"Ohh~" Senna grinned and so did the others.

"Do you like him?" Mish asked and I hesitantly nodded.

"I do but I don't really do relationships and I never have." I force a smile and Hana hums a little in thought.

"Have you kissed more than once?" I nod. "And how do you feel when you're kissing him?"

"I don't know— I mean, we always kiss when it's in the moment but he wants to take it further. I don't really see myself getting into a relationship, I just want to focus on the restaurant."

"It won't hurt to try and have someone to love. Other than me obviously." Mino grinned.

"Delusional asshole." He makes an offended face and we all chuckle. "Anyway I need to get back to work, see you guys." I smile and walk away to the back of the restaurant to help Jin out.

"You okay?" Jin asks glancing at me and I hum.

"Just some things on my mind." I smile and start making some cold noodles.

"You can always tell me." He offers and I sigh.

"There's this boy." I start.

"There always is." He chuckles and I crack a smile.

"And he's said he likes me and want to become more than just friends... but I'm not ready." I huff boiling a bit of water.

"Why aren't you ready?"

"I've never had a boyfriend so I don't know what to do. I know there will be arguments, jealousy and commitment— that is what I'm scared of most."

"Commitment?" He looks at me briefly and I nod.

"It's scary. I'm used to one night stands where there's no strings attached and no worries." A small pout rests on my lips as I watch the pasta cook.

"I think you should tell him what you just told me."

"You think?" I cross my arms when I hear him hum. "Thanks Jin." I smile.

"No problem." He pats my shoulder.

Once I finished off the cold noodles and gave them out I made my way upstairs and started cleaning up until I heard a crash from downstairs. I threw everything in the bin before running downstairs and pausing when I see one of the employees— Mia— rolling on the bottom of the stairs in pain.

"Mia are you okay?!" I gently helped her up.

"I-I'm okay." She clenched her jaw holding her back. "I'm sorry about the plates..." she looked at the broken plates and glasses on the floor.

"It's fine I can buy new ones. Did you slip?"

She nodded. "Noona I'll take her to the hospital." Yohan came round the corner.

"Okay, go with Yohan and I'll clean this up." I guide her to him before going to the storage cupboard and getting the dustpan and brush.

I start sweeping it up before tipping it in the bin and putting it back then getting back to work.