First Love

Fourteen | Next Day

I huff as I open my eyes only to squint them as the sun was shining right in my face. I look to my side and Jungkook is sleeping peacefully with his hand in between my thighs, I catch the many hickeys on his neck and trailing down to his crotch.

I look back out the windows of the car and I notice that we're still on the beach and I'm completely dressed in the clothes I was wearing last night, except my bra and panties are on the floor in front of me.

"Hey." I gently wake him and turns his head the other way as he opens his eyes and looks back my way.

"Morning." He yawns and I do the same.

"What did we do last night?" I ask passing him his shirt that was next to me.

"We drank, went in the water and you agreed to be my girlfriend and then we had sex in the backseat because you wanted me." He smiled cheekily as I thought back and remembered all of it.

- last night -

My fingers tugged at his hair as my hips moved on their own, his hands helped at my hips while his mouth was busy showing some love to my boobs. My hair was sticking to the sides of my face and neck as moans echoed in the car as I watched the windows fog up from our hot breaths. The air was hot, muggy and sticky, it raised our body temperatures higher and we started to feel a little dehydrated.

He switched our position and carefully laid me up against the door before he started thrusting into me. He held me close to him placing kisses on my chest until I cupped his cheeks and with hooded eyes we watched each other's faces as we reached our climax and release onto each other.

- present -

"You don't regret it... do you?" He asks snapping me back to reality.

"Huh? No of course not." I shake my head and he smiles pecking my lips quickly and I feel myself blush.

"Good. Do you want to go out for breakfast with me?"

"Sure but we need to change." I point out and he looks down at my bra and panties that are on the floor.

"Alright, let's go to the mall first."

Jungkook places and hand on my thigh as he starts the car and I look out the window with a little knot in my stomach of happiness. We just listened to the radio on our way to the mall and I checked my phone if it still had some battery left and it did but only a little.

"Let's go." Jungkook rubbed my leg and we both got out and he took hold of my hand when we entered the building.

"Let's buy some clothes then meet at the food court." I smile.

"I wanted to take you out." He frowned.

"I don't really like fancy places... I would rather go McDonald's and places like that." I bite my bottom lip.

"Okay then, let's just meet at the food court." He pecks my cheek. "See you later."

I hum and watch him walk away before going the opposite direction and into a store. I grabbed a pair of leggings, oversized hoodie, socks, shoes and undergarments before paying and going to the bathroom. I got changed in one of the stalls before putting the clothes I did have on in the bag and going out to the food court where I didn't spot him so I ordered first.

I got a bacon sandwich, a bagel, a fruit bar, a cookie and a bottle of water and sat myself down at the back. I started eating my bacon sandwich and when I was halfway through I saw him walking over and looking for me. I put my hand up and he smiled when he saw me. He ordered and soon came over when I finished my sandwich to sit next to me.

"Here." He gave me a box and I smiled taking it.

I opened it and it was a silver chain with a charm of a silver car on it. "Why a car?" I took it out and clipped it on my left wrist.

"Where we had our first—"

"Yeah yeah I get it now. Shush and eat." I felt myself blush out of embarrassment.

He chuckled taking hold of my now decorated wrist and kissing the inside of it. "I promised last night that I would make this experience the best I can for you."

"It doesn't mean to spoil me, it means love me." I look into his eyes.

He looks back into mine with his eyes slightly smiling. "I already do."

Once I made sure that he wasn't joking I hesitantly looked away and started eating the bagel as I felt his lips on my cheek. He pulled away with a slight giggle and I felt my stomach flutter but I kept my eyes on the food.

"Do you want me to take you back home once we've finished?" He finally starts eating and I nod.

We talk about a few things until we finish eating and he holds my hand again as we make our way out the mall. We get into the car and he immediately has his hand back onto my thigh and starts driving.

"Is touching your love language?" I ask and he looks at me with a grin before nodding.

"If it bothers you I can stop—"

"No no, it's alright..." I hold the back of his hand so he doesn't take it away. "I'm just not used to being touched like this so I'll just have to get used to it." I smile back and he rubs his thumb over my thigh.

I stare out the window as he drives me home and I play with his fingers out of boredom until we're outside my house and I see all my friends inside my house and watching a movie.

"See you later." I lean over and kiss his lips gently and he's quick to hold my waist and deepen the kiss by tilting his head.

"Bye." He mumbles against my lips and kisses my cheek before letting me go.

I get out his car and take the bag of my clothes from last night and walking into my house. They all grinned at me when I walked in and I was questioned where I was last night.

"I was at the beach." I plop myself onto Mino's lap and he hugs me from behind.

"With?" Hana grins.

"Jungkook."

"Ahhh!!" Senna yells in excitement.

"And I'm guessing you both fucked?" Wonho touched my neck and I hissed in pain.

"I haven't seen those yet." I hold my neck softly.

"Well it's purple." Senna smirked.

"So," Hana sat on the edge of the sofa. "You both dating yet?"

I look at each of them before nodding and they throw themselves at me and I laugh.

"Y/N finally has a boyfriend!!!" Senna yells squishing my cheeks.

"This calls for a celebration."

"Guys." I chuckle and push them off of me. "Let's not celebrate and just chill with each other. I'm tired."

"Jeez how hard did he fuck you?" Hana made a shocked face and I rolled my eyes.

"Now two people are dating, Wonho and Y/N."  Mino comments and I glance at Mish and Jay before smiling and leaning into Mino.

"Let's order pizza." Hana gets her phone out and orders a bunch of pizza while Senna chose a random movie to play.

"I love you all so much." I hug Mino and Wonho before doing the same to Senna and Hana and also to Jay and Mish.

"We love you too." Jay kisses my cheek and I smile.

We all spend the night eating pizza, drinking beer and watching movies until we passed out from exhaustion.

It was nice spending a night like this with them, it'd been a while and I felt a little disconnected from them up until now. It felt like high school times where we would just talk shit with each other and do whatever we wanted and ended up laying on top of each other.

This was my safe space.