The Other Side Of Me

Tumblr Poem #2: Flawed with Edges

March 9, 2015

Dedicated to Wendy for being my bestfriend from my first day in High School all the way to the end of my first year, I hope we'd still keep the "consistency" of our friendship even after the flaws. I know you're not going to be seeing this haha. ilysm boo.

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I have given all my efforts to a guy who never even decided to take a peek at the edge of my flaws but my perfection, or should I say, sugar-coated edges. I never mattered to him but he became my life, he was my everything, he completed my day but I was just a girl in the crowd. It damn hurt, I wish he ever knew about it. It did-I wish I had fallen for a different guy who could give me the love I wanted to receive from him, the warmth I've craved to have.

but after all, I am aware that after all these pain he cause me. I will always give him the love he will never receive. He doesn't deserve me, but I deserve him.