The Other Side Of Me

I never want to say it again

I Never Want To Say It Again

April 28, 2015

OTW to a Pizza House in Catbalogan, Samar. 7:24 PM

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Above me are the hues of blue, pink and white,

the same as the color of my dress.

With a heart inside making its own fight,

the four letter word touched my skin as it caress.

"Promises are for the weak." he reminded me,

my scars spilled ink as if it demanded to hurt.

The bones inside me felt the twist of the flee,

pain started to squirt.

The only reason I know is the four letter word,

it stings like hell.

I considered the thought that this isn't calculated by his four wheeled Ford,

yet after the consequences, I did my endeavors and fell.

I hid in my fifty-layered armor with a clap,

he will always be remarkable.

I never knew what I was doing is when all it is, is flap,

falling seems inevitable.

I wish it was all unreal,

a product of my own mind.

But I can't seem to deny it when it is all I feel,

I wish it was mutual but his heart I cannot find.

But how can I find peace in this shell?

If he's unpredictable and then became my heaven and hell.

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A/N: Thank you so much for the support I'm having! I know I don't receive comments about it but clearly, reads is all I needed to feel each one of you. (I know it sounds cheesy and creepy at the same time) And I love you guys for lending your time just to read these poems!

*Goodbye Kiss*