CHAENNIE ONESHOTS

I wish I was J...

[ okay, i had an idea, it might hurt, i mean it will hurt i guess but that's what i want nah jk hahahaha anyways, let's see what you guys think, yeah? ]

Your POV

More fake smiles, laughs at my way, things that didn't meant to be this way, you and I...you and I weren't supposed to be like this...but here we are, in front of the crowd, your family and mine, rejoicing as we celebrate our engagement, "Hey, baby", you said as I smiled, "Hey", I softly said, "Mom wants to have lunch with us tomorrow to discuss the wedding, I told her, I'll let you decide", you said as you kissed my hair

"Well...I don't know, you're going to be busy tomorrow, since you'll have your comeback and you need to prepare for that, we can plan when things feels...feels okay for us", I said and you smiled, "And this is why, you are the most wonderful woman in the world", you said as you kissed me, it didn't go unnoticed when I heard your Mom saying, "So I'm what? A lion tamer?", which caused everyone to laugh

I felt happy in your arms, even if I know...even if I know you're happy with her, I smiled the pain, I doubled my luck to pretend to be happy, we caused this...if I had the guts to say No...if I had the guts to confront you, this wouldn't happen, but here we are

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I'm meeting with my friends, which made you think, considering one of them was my ex, but luckily I convinced you, "You okay, Y/N?", Samantha asked, I nodded, "So how's the future Mrs. Park?", Elise teased, I giggled, "I'm okay, we're keeping this slow for now, she has a comeback, and I'm pretty busy with a lot of things", I said, "Yeah well, considering you graduated in Medicine then proceed to take Law, and then, you took Psychology and then you produce music...man, I would go crazy if it was me", Elise said as I laughed with her

"Hey, girls", your sister said as she sat down with us, "So, Y/N, I heard you and Rosie will take things slow? Really? Now that you guys are engaged you want to take things slow?", Alice asked, I smiled, I was giving your sister time to decide, whether she picks me or her, I thought, but I kept smiling, "Oh Ali-unnie, things are getting crazy right now...to be more honest, the least you need is a panicked best friend", I said as she laughs

"Yeah that's true, you are one crazy person if you ever need things to go perfectly", Alice said, as I can see Elise nodding, "That is so true, she literally went crazy on me when I forgot to buy her favorite food and threw 4 pillows at me, luckily there wasn't anything near her that can be broken...except for the remote", Elise said as Ali-unnie laugh as well as Samantha

"I really remember the time I met you in Rosie's apartment", Ali-unnie said that made me groan, "She was pranking you into thinking she had a one night stand and wants you to drive her away...Rosie not knowing I already knew her sister through her father, got a pair of my undergarments and placed it on the couch", I said, shaking my head at the memory

"Dang, you were so embarassed then, and ehen I told her that I knew you already, she laughed, you were taking a shower, and after that you noticed your pair of fresh undergarments went missing, so you went to ask Rosie for that but unexpectedly, you found me and Rosie talking about your underwear", Ali-unnie continued, getting a laugh from Elise and Samantha

"Okay can we please stop talking about how you found my undergarments on the couch?", I said as Ali-unnie nodded, after that, we enjoyed our time, talking about life, work, relationships, them teasing me still about the fact that I'm engaged to the one and only Roseanne Park

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As Samantha and I were left, she looks at me with sincerity, "Are you happy?", She asked, right I forgot, even if I build my walls back up, she would see, she's the first person I trusted the most before Roseanne, unfortunately, the reason we broke up, is the some what the same reason why I'm taking this engagement slow with Roseanne