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i never write stuff like this so😓
be aware hun..✗ "He wasn't all that cute anyway, Seonghwa" you spoke with a lifted tone, surveying your appearance in Seonghwa's bathroom.
No answer. After Yunho reminded you that you'd fail to speak with seonghwa after the fan meet, Seongwha had shut down. It's rare but, every now and then when something bothers him, he'd get quiet and stay sheltered. The sound of seonghwa's suitcase unzipping catches your attention, a small pout forming on your face.
"You don't wanna talk to me—?" you nearly whine, leaning on the door frame. Though you shouldn't, there's a moment for you to shamelessly worship the ripple of muscles across seonghwas back as he throws his clothing out on his bed. Luckily, you managed to get to him as he was getting out of the shower; however, he usually lets you in the bathroom while he bathes but, not today.
Again, he doesn't speak, not even a shake of the head.
A small smile spread on your face as you shuffle your way towards him, silently wobbling your way to bother him some more.
"sh- move, y:n"
"And if I don't?" his abs tighten when the cool silver bands on your fingers touch his slightly damp skin. You giggle and sink into his form from behind, laying your head on the back of his shoulder. "What's wrong with wanting to be all over my husband?" you coo, scraping your nails down his abs. Seonghwa audibly gasps and stumbles forward, nearly taking you down with him but instead, he opts for peeling your hands off of him.
To give him the impression that you'd stop, you release him, only to put a hand in the pocket of his sweatpants. "stop, really. I just wanna go to bed y:n" he speaks a little louder & gives you a look of irritation, yet he fails to make a move to peel you away again. "I'm sorry for making you angry babe"
he grumbles, nodding and turning to reach something on his dresser. "im sure you are"
"im serious." you plop down on his bed, ignoring the articles of clothing being wrinkled in the process. he nonchalantly nods once again, now swiping through his phone as you sat right in front of him. Maybe... seonghwa could be mean sometimes whenever you'd upset him. Though you wish he wouldn't refuse to touch you or look at you, it's understandable...
But he's so close.
why won't he just kiss me?
so close to me in every way.He can do this any other time but, not today, not when you've missed him so much during this trip from LA to Texas.
"Why don't you kiss me anymore?" you gently punch his leg, avoiding eye contact. Seonghwa would never judge you for how you're feeling but his eyes were kind of piercing.
plus— he was shirtless right now and it probably wouldn't end well for you. "You cancel out on our sleepovers too. like im a nuisance or something— you're mean" you chuckle, shrugging at your thoughts.
"I do kiss you" he bristles, looking away from his phone. Slowly, you lift your gaze to see him take a step back. "I mean... yea but it's not like how you used to kiss me" you speak meekly, feigning coolness as you lean back on your palms. Seonghwa looks conflicted as to if he were trying to decipher a joke. In all honesty, he legitimately didn't have a clue of what you meant.
The small staring contest makes your stomach stir, embarrassment crawling up your throat as he shoves his phone into his pocket. "... my bad." you scoff, sitting up straight. "im overstepping- i know"
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𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐙 𝟗𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑
Fanfictionjoin a boy group they said it will be fun they said... well they didn't lie. SEONGHWA IS THE LOVE INTEREST IN THIS BOOK! Warning for jerk!mingi. CW: love triangle drama (just a book i write for fun! so be aware that the writing style is kinda *frees...