masons pov fuck. i'm so confused. everything has happened so quickly i can't keep up. why has this had to happen now?
i've waited ages for her and at the time i'm trying to get her out my brain she comes straight back.
right now i don't know wether it's my chance to go run and get the girl of my dreams but maybe she was right yesterday. maybe all we was meant to be was childhood lovers.
chloe just left as she had to go somewhere so i decided to facetime dec.
"brotherr" dec shouted but smiled as he answered the call. "what's going on"
"i fucked up"was all i said making his face turn into confusion.
"erm what do you mean. what have you done now"as i was about to say something he said something again "i swear if this is you saying you've been running around in trollies and got yourself kicked out again. i can't help you i'm running out of shops you can go where your not going to get kicked out" dec answered making me laugh slightly.
"bro i wish that was my issue right now" i told him shaking my head "your sister came over.."
"please do not tell me if you've had sex, i don't want to hear about that part of my sisters life" he complained.
"no no it's quite the opposite kind of. she came round and kissed me telling me she chose me" i mumbled but loud enough for him to understand.
"WAHOOOO. finally god i've been waiting forever for this"dec celebrated.
"it's not as good as that tho because i kind of slept with chloe last night"i replied rubbing my head in my hands.
"you didnt" he asked in disbelief as i shook my head yes with tears starting to fall "for crying out loud mase man. what is it with you two?" he sighed.
"did she not tell you anything before she came to me?"i asked him.
"not a thing. i think she was on the phone to jacob before she left" he said as i nodded at him "but what are you going to do now" he looked at me whilst rubbing his arms.
"i-i don't really know anymore"i tried to wipe the tears from my eyes which fell.
"it's clear your feelings haven't gone for her just because you slept with someone else. you've wanted her for so long mase maybe it's your time. what are you waiting for" dec said making me feel abit more better.
"if gi does come back can you please tell me how she is i can't hold not knowing if she's ok" i questioned him as he nodded before we both hung up the call.
it had been around an hour since mine and decs phone call. my family are coming round today to see me. we were going to have an indian for tea and chill.
"masonnn" i heard my mom shout from in the hallway.
i walked through and greeted them all. the last person i greeted was summer who i carried back into the living room.
my mom, dad, brother and sam were on the sofa talking while me jaz n summer were all playing with her dolls.
"how have you been" jaz looked over at me.
"it's been a hectic" i told her still trying to play dolls with summer so she doesn't get sad.
"what's happened?"she asked me.
"georgia basically told me she is still in love with me" i replied.
jaz excitedly hugged me and smiled "then where the hell is my future sister in law"
"i don't know she's not here"i looked at her sighing slightly.
"why not" at this point i think she could tell something was up.
"because i slept with chloe last night. she saw chloe at mine this morning and now thinks i'm with her"i sighed again hating everything happening right now. just wishing things could go back to the simpler times.
"and why are you not with georgia trying to fight for what you have instead of just moping around here. you've been in love with the girl since i can remember so i'd like a good reason to why you are not with her right now or why she's not here" jaz told me realising how much a fool i had been.
"i'm scared jaz. i'm scared i'll get back into a relationship with her and i'll be second choice again. yesterday she told me there wasn't a me and her anymore. but today it was like the opposite. im scared my hearts going to get shattered into peices again when she realises how much better she could do than me"i admitted tears falling again today as she wrapped her arms around me again. summer was in my lap now trying to wipe the tears from my face.
"don't cwy"summer pouted at me.
"im fine i promise" i fake smiled slightly pulling out a pinkie for her.
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