it's the day before i have to leave and liv has organised a leaving part at hers and decs house for me. they asked if i wanted to invite mase over which i said yes.
we haven't spoken since the day i broke his heart. i've watched his games on y phone and luckily his not doing shockingly with everything that's happened.
i walked into the kitchen in my dressing gown to see dec n liv.
"hey" i smiled slightly walking over to grab the cup of tea she made me.
i've been staying here everyday since as i don't really think it's a good idea to go back to mases. even though i have to today to collect the remainder of my things.
"how'd you sleep"dec asked as i sat on the stool.
"as good as i possibly can" i said "what time is the party"i wondered.
"everyone is coming over at five" liv told me making me look at the clock seeing it was half 11.
"i guess i need to get ready to get my things from mases" i told them getting up to walk upstairs with my tea.
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i just pulled up outside mases house but i stayed in the car for a few minutes to calm myself and build the courage to knock. dec said he told mase i'm coming so atleast it won't be a suprise for him.
once i built up the courage i knocked on the door. i waited for about one minute before the door answered to a messy haired mason who looked real tired.
"hi.." i spoke out standing in front of him.
"hi" he said scratching the back of his neck "erm all your things are in ou- my room"he continued nervously opening the door wider to let me in.
i smiled slightly at him before walking upstairs to what was once our room.he just stood in the doorway for a bit watching over me.
as i was putting my things away i saw a photo of us which we had on the bedside table.
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"i remember that day so well"i smiled at the thought. holding the picture turning to look at mason.
"it was the best day of summer" he smiled back slightly "you had just found out what you had to do if you got stung by a sting ray and couldn't stop laughing about it cause dec had so loren had to pee on him"he continued laughing abit.
"there faces looked horrified with eachother i couldn't help but not laugh" i giggled remembering how annoyed liv was.
the laughter slowed down slightly with both me and mase just looking at eachother.
"i'm going to miss you"he said walking for towards me.
"yeah me too" i replied turning around to hide the tears appearing on my face wiping them with my jumper.
"be honest with me" he whispered into my ear holding a hand on my waist whilst the other tucked a hair behind my ear, him now standing in front of me. i looked up at him. "i saw your instagram post, if you didn't want to leave me why did you" he asked calmly trying to fight back the heartbreak in his voice.
"i'll be halfway across the world. different time zones. me being in a different country still being your girlfriend would distract you, i'm not going to let that happen." i explained tears running down my face, i turned away gathering all of my things in my suitcase.
"i don't care that your half way across the country gi your just confusing me. i know you still love me, why give up on us so easy" he said in an annoyed tone.
"mase i don't know how i feel right now. of course i fucking love you that doesn't just go away. just please understand i can't be with you" i snapped back grabbing my suitcase and starting to walk downstairs.
i got to the front door before i felt him take my hand and spin me into his chest. our faces were inches apart. he kissed me making my heartbreak knowing this may be the last time.
as i got more into the kiss i jumped up into his arms playing with his hair the deeper it got.
he walked us over to the sofa placing me on my back pulling away from the kiss to remove his top.
for a brief moment we just looked at eachother before my lips locked with his. both of us going at the same rythm seeing how much we craved eachother. his lips connected with my neck after taking my top n jumper off trailing kisses down my body.
before he undid my jeans he looked at me again. i nodded assuring him that i needed this.
our bodies became in sync with screams that could be heard from next door but we didn't care.
once we finished he collapsed onto me both of us falling asleep. both of us groaning once we heard a phone go off. i looked to my side seeing liv calling me.
SHIT. i answered the phone quickly getting my clothes on whilst mase stayed lying on the sofa.
"GI where are you! you left hours ago your party is starting in an hour" she told me making me in even more of a rush. i quickly ran to the door getting my suitcase and leaving.
"yeah sorry i got abit sidetracked i'll be back soon i promise" i said before hanging up.
great. i can't believe i did that after telling him we can't be together.
i sat in the drivers seat with my head on the wheel for a minute before i decided to drive back.
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