Falling expeditiously

Kabanata 6

After talking to Jaiden, I immediately went to Javier's house to get my things. The moment I pulled up, I saw that the lights were closed.

Pumasok ako dahil may susi naman ako. But it weren't locked. I was about to go to my room when I saw him sitting on the couch again. Like the last time, he's wasted.

I saw smoke covering him. Hawak hawak nya ang vape sa kanang kamay at alak naman sa kaliwa.

I didn't bother to talk to him and went straightly to my room. I opened my closet to get all of my clothes. Nang mailabas ang maleta ay nagsimula na akong mag impake.

"Where are you going?" I heard him asked that made me stopped from what I'm doing.

I didn't answer and just continue. I can feel his presence going nearer.

"Jasminah." He called.

"Will you answer first, please?" He said again.

I sighed, "Obviously, I'm leaving."

"For what?" He asked.

I chuckled sarcastically.

"This whole set up is a bullshit, right? I'll tell my parents that we changed our minds." I said without looking at him.

"You changed your mind, Jas. Not me." He said that made me nodded.

"Right. Ako lang. Ako lang din naman ang pumayag nung una dahil hindi ka naman nila tinanong." I nodded to convince myself too.

"Kasi alam na nila ang sagot ko don." He replied. I sighed and stood up to face him.

"Let me leave. I don't wanna be here." I said and was about to continue packing when he pulled my wrist.

My eyes widened when he pushed me to the bed. My heart is beating faster again.

"What-."

"Ikaw na ang may kasalanan ikaw pa ang aalis?" Hindi makapaniwalang tanong nya. I felt like I was suffocating while he's on top of me. Pinning my hand on the bed.

"Shut up-."

"You shut up, sweetheart. How dare you kissed another guy in front of me? Tapos ikaw pa ang galit? Ikaw pa ang masama ang loob?" He cutted me.

I felt his hand slides on my hand. He intertwined our fingers.

"You couldn't kiss me back but you're kissing other man willingly? I didn't know you're this unfair, Jasminah." He teased while his other hand is making circles on my palm.

"Don't act like you're affected." I commented that made him chuckled. I'm fucking sure that he is drunk. His breath smells like mentol. His hair is too messy and he's just wearing a plain white shirt.

"Why do I need to act?" He said. Napapikit ako nang mas lumapit ang mukha nya sa akin. I can feel his breath on my jaws. He's sniffing my neck!

"Napaka masunurin mo...I told you to ignore me and you really did. What if I told you to kiss me right now? Are you going to follow too?" He asked. I can feel his nose on my neck that made me gasped.

"L-let me leave." I said. But I'm not trying to push him away.

"Hmm?" He asked while still sniffing my neck.

"Aalis na-."

"Saan ka pupunta?" Nangaakit na tanong nya sa akin. I closed my eyes hardly to fight the temptation.

But when I felt him kissed my neck, I feel like a tie inside me broke.

"Saan ka pupunta, Jasminah?" He asked again while kept on licking my neck. I can feel it. Every stroke of his tongue on my skin is freaking tempting me.