Chapter 18: The Paranoia Makes Me Love You More

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Katie's P.O.V

     I see him run off and Rian comes out to the mic. He looks extremely worried as he says,"Alex is having some problems but I hope you guys enjoyed the show. Oh and Katie. If you are here get your ass back here right now." 

     I look around to Chris, Julia, and Brittany and then look just as worried. They all nod and I take off running and pushing my way through the crowd.

     I make it to Flyzik who is pacing back and forth by their stage door. He hurries to let me in and what I see before me shocks me. Alex is sitting all by himself on the couch with his head in hands and he is violently shaking. I  get down on my knees in front of him to match his height. I try to put my hands in his but he pulls them away then goes ripping through his hair. 

     "I'm so sorry," he whimpers out,"I would never ever lay a hand on a girl but I just got so mad..and I love you but you left. You left becasue I'm an idiot and I never should have done what I did. You left because you deserve better and you shouldn't be with me. Even after what you told me, Derek, and Jake I still did it. I've been such a wreck and it's all my fault."

     "Alex stop come here," I sit down next to him wrapping my arms around him. "It's okay babe. I believe you. I know you're sorry. Just promise me it will never happen again."

     He lifts his head looking at me. He sees I'm serious and pulls me onto his lap. "I promise I will be the greatest man I can be for you. I only did what I did becuase I love you. I thought something was going on with you and I couldn't stand it. You are mine. You are my perfect beautiful girlfriend. I only did waht I did because I am absolutley utterly head over heels in love with you. I love you and I can' lose you." he says pulling his lips to mine. He pulls away and asks again,"We're okay?"

     "I never thought I would again. Shut up and kiss me now," I tell him pulling his face back to mine. We stand up and he wraps his arm around my waist. Outside of the door Jack, Rian,Zack, and Matt are waiting and when we walk out they immediatley jump to their feet.

      "Oh thank God you two are okay. I was really getting sick and tired of Alex's moping," Rian chuckles hugging both of us. "Why don't we all go to dinner and check up a bit?"

     We all get into a car and end up stopping at a resturant right near the venue. We need a rather large table for the eight of us so we're seated right in the back.

     Julia and Zack take a seat next to each other, "Alright cut the crap," I say causing everyone to look at me confused. "Are you and Zack a thing because you sure as hell need to be.

      Julia's face gets extremely red and Zack just looks down awkwardly and says, "Well I guess it is time we should tell you. After we left the beach house and went back on tour we kept in touch. Now that everything is okay and we're all together again I guess we are sort of a thing."

      Brittany and I attack Julia with hugs adn Rian just laughs and says," It's about time Zack. Now we can all triple date. But seriously I'm so happy for you guys!"

     Everything feels like it's right into place. We finish eating and take the drive back to our hosue. We put in a movie and all huddle up on the couch. I slid myself into the fimilar palce of Alex's arms. Looking around the room everything just feels right. I know these guys are here for me and that's a really good feeling.

     Alex notices the distant look in my eyes and whispers," What's wrong? Is everything okay? You seem like you're on a seperate planet."

     I just smile and quietly respond,"Everything is perfect." And right now tangled up in Alex I find it harder and harder to keep my eyes open. With the hum of the t.v light I drift off to sleep barely even knowing it.

Alex's P.O.v

     The movie ends and everyone starts to get up from the couch. "She asleep?" Jack yells from across the room.

     "Yeah it looks like it so maybe shouting isn;t the best idea," I respond,"It has been a long day though."

     "What happeed though? Like is everything okay with you guys now?" Brittany asks me concerned.

     "I mean I think so at least I hope so. It's just that like I saw her with Jamie and to me it just looked  really bad. I mean I really love do lover her. I'm tired of seeing the girls I really fall for screwing me over. It's happened to me so many times. It's like I've had girls only like me because of what I do. She isn't like that thoug. She sees me as an actual person. I'm not just a singer in a bad to her." After saying all that I realize I'm rambling on. 

     "I mean I completely get where you're coming from and you're right. She isn't like that at all. I mean Ilve known her all her life. She isn't one to let people in and she doesn't give second chances easily. She really love you Alex. Don't you dare screw it up again Gaskarth." Julia tells me completely honestly.

     With that I carry her upstairs and put her in her bed. I get in next to her and I've really missed this. I sit there awake for awhile because finally my reality is better than any dream I could have. 

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