Dear Diary,
It's been a week since Natsu left... The guild is devastated. As well am I. Im taking a lot of jobs to see if I can find him.
Why would he leave? I still don't understand. Happy now lives with me. And its only making it even more painful. When I look at him, I see Natsu, his smiles, his grin, everything. And it only reminds me of
How much I love him
I still cry myself to sleep. Team Natsu is no more. The guild barely does any jobs. It's like the fire of the guild has been put out. So many things run through my mind, and honestly, it scares me. And I know I won't have Natsu to protect me from whatever lurks in the dark.
But I'll find him.
I won't give up.
~Lucy
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Dear Diary,
It's been a month... No sign of Natsu. Not even a clue. The guild still mourns with grief. And I as well.
When are you coming back?
When will I find you?
Those questions run wild through my mind. Happy has nightmares that on jobs, we find him...
Dead...
And on other nights, he has dreams we find him. He hugs my arm tightly, sometimes even drawing blood.
But my pain doesn't matter to me.
Finding him is the only thing on my mind. And I won't stop until I find him.
~Lucy
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Dear Diary,
It's been 5 months since the disappearance of Natsu. Many people gave up hope that he's not even in Fiore anymore.
But I still do.
He told me he would come back. Natsu isn't going to break a promise. And I know he's still alive.
Because I believe in him.
I'm still taking on missions. And I won't stop till I bring him home. Because no matter what, I will still
Love him.
That idiot.
~Lucy
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Dear Diary,
It's been a year. Im starting to loose hope. But I have to keep on fighting and pushing my limits if I want to find Natsu.
My guild members say it isn't healthy to go on this many jobs. But I just ignore them. Because I won't stop until I find Natsu and drag him back here.
I'm writing this before I leave to do a mission in a village named Lavender Light or something.
Oh I know! Amber Light!
Well that's it for now.
~Lucy
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