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Bucky & The Red Room

"Great job Jade, Barnes. You both may go to your cell." That's my life for few weeks with this metal arm guy. It's been weeks since I known Bucky or James, his first name. We don't have that pretty much talking but I feel safe with him.

Bucky's POV
Few weeks with this girl feels something. She has a strong will. Never give up. I barely talk with her but during our missions, I promise myself to protect her. We kind have a connection.

"James, did you remember much when you first got here? If you don't mind I'm asking. It's pretty bored staring at the cell doors." she said with a little chuckle. "I don't know I feel weird when Pierce called me Jade I mean it doesn't feels right."

I look at her with a sad smile. "Sorry kid, I wish I knew about you. No I didn't remember much. What I know is I had a metal arm and got tons of bruises and cuts. I couldn't even remember my past missions."

"I guess we both in the same situation then." she sigh. "Let say one of us forgot who we are, how we want to say to each other?" she ask again. "well you call me James when most of the people call me bucky or barnes."

"oh I always call someone with the least call names and you either call me kid or dash......"  I look at her confusely. ".....guess that's how we explain each other then haha." I smile at her. "James?" I look at her. "hmm?"

"can you promise me not to leave me? You are the only person that I trust and remember. I don't know about my past, my family. Even who am I! You are the closest thing I had to one." I'm not used to be attached with someone but this kid, she's something else.

"Promise Dash."

Suddenly one of the guards come to her cell. "It's time for you to go." He then inject her to make her sleep and bring her to somewhere I never know. Since that day, no more sign of y/n. I've been to more missions and they all always make my memory lost but I never forget her.

The Red Room

I wake up in a different cell. A man sitting in front of me with a huge smile. "well hello Agent Jade."

"Where am I? Where is James?" I asked weakly. Didn't know how long I've been unconscious. "You and Barnes will reunite once you done your training here." I give him my straight face not bother what he just said.

Suddenly a woman with a blond hair come. 'great another torture' I muttered under my breath. "Jade, meet Belova, our best widow."

Yelena's POV
Our eyes meet and I can see the pain she hide. "Belova, I want you to show our new widow around can you?"

"Sure Dreykov. Come on." I take her by arm and walk out of the room. "It's okay you can let go of me now. It's not that I will run." Her sarcasm remind me of myself with her. I let go her arm and bring her to one room most of the widows train.

y/n's POV
When I see all of the widows, I look at their uniform. Something reminds me of the uniform. Someone. Suddenly I feel a sharp pain at my head. "Arghh!" I hold my head and fell down onto my knees. "detka, you okay?" The pain is getting hurt and all I remember is black.

I wake up in a white room. My breath gets heavier and I can't focus on my surroundings until I hear a voice. "hey detka, eyes on me. Everything's fine. It's just you and me." I just look at her and follow her breathing. After few minutes, I calm myself down. "Where am I? Who the hell are you?" Her face change into shock hearing my questions. "You did not just said that! I save your ass so be thankful. To answer your question one, you're in The Red Room. Two, my name is Yelena, Yelena Belova....." I furrow my eyebrows cause that name seems familiar.

"How long I've been here?" I ask still confuse. "detka, you've been here just one solid day. I brought you for a tour but yeah you black out the moment you saw them." she said with her thick Russian accent. "You're Russian?" now we stare each other. "yeah got any problems?" she said still making eye contact with me. "nope just the nickname bothers me. Feels like dejavu." she rolls her eyes "do I look like I care? Still gonna call you that and I know you didn't understand Russian."

I look at her and roll my eyes. "so where's the torture room? I bet you're being too nice than others and feels weird."

"what makes you think that? You think all we do here fully torture?" she sigh. "Yel, I might not remember most of the things, but I never stop being experimented or torture to be the best weapon like what they said. I've been with Hydra for three months and another three here for The Winter Soldier Programme."

"well that's correct Jade. You will be here for three months but our way is more less torture than hydra." A woman approach me and smile. "You will be train under Yelena and will meet the rest of the widows once you ready." she then left the room leaving both me and Yelena.

The next day both me and Yelena in the training room. "Alright show me what you got detka." I smirk and run to her to throw few punches but I change my mind. I tackle her leg and make her fall onto her knees. She shock but she pull my body for a flip and I was on the ground.

"now who's on the ground now huh?" I take this opportunity to hold her shoulders and sweep one of her legs. Once she is not stable, I pull her to the side and wrap my arm around her neck and pin her with my upper body.

She tap my shoulder say "tr-truce." I let go of her and let her catch breath. I chuckle "Rule number one less talk more fight sestra." I held out my hand and she reach. "I thought you didn't know Russians?"

"Well I didn't say I don't know at all and I'm a fast learner." I smirk at her. "Jade, Belova." we both turn our gaze to the voice and Yelena whisper "It's Madame B." I keep myself cool. "Shooting range, NOW!" Yelena take my hand and we get to the shooting range in 3 minutes.

"Now Jade, I want you to disassemble the gun." Madame B instruct.

I take the gun and it's glock 23. I pull out the magazine and open the slide back. I lock it open with the lever stop and check the remaining ammunition. Once I satisfy, I remove the slide and pull out the spring carefully and the barrel out. I put my hand up alert the two women near me that I done. Then I reassemble the gun back in quick one and put my hands up again.

"shoot. Take the bullets and shoot." I take the bullets and put into the gun and shoot the target. All bullseye. "WEAK! MORE!" I keep shooting at different targets and I realise one of the target is behind her. I run to the near chair and jump over her. I shoot the target five times looking straight to madame B's eyes and all bullseye.

Yelena look at me in shock while she just smirk at me. "Control your emotions Jade. Don't let them controlling you." I let out heavy breath as she walks away from the room. Yelena walks to me "you good detka?" I look at her and give a small smile. "yeah I'm good don't worry about me." I left her and walk to the room I wake up last time.