NOT SO SECRET, Secret Secret

Part 8

 - Seo Changbin's POV -

Of course, I want it to be a real date, but I want it to be more special than just at his house. Plus, I want to wait till we are actually dating. Either way, I am nervous as hell. Should I go home and change before we meet up? Will he? Maybe I should just take it as two friends hanging out? Yeah, that's what I will do!

Shit it is 3:45, I have 20 minutes until we head to Lix's house! I snuck out of class, pulling Hyunjin with me.

"What are you doing? Class isn't over yet!" Hyunjin whispered urgently at me as I pulled him out.

"I need to talk to you!" Finally we were down the hall where it was quiet.

"Okay, okay, we can talk here. You are pulling my arm off Changbin!"

I sat in silence because I didn't know what question to start off with. But soon Hwang found out what was happening.

"Is it about Felix? Whatever it is just be yourself, you are cute and fun as you are. Plus your outfit looks great, you don't need to change." He fixed my collar and brushed off the lint on my pants, "Perfect!" I smiled and hugged him.

"You know you can be pretty smart sometimes, Hyunjin?" I laughed and he slightly hit my back as we still hugged. "Thank you Hyunjin, really."

"Mmm! Now will you tell me what is actually happening with Felix?"

I put my hands in my pocket and leaned against the wall, "He asked me to go over to his place today."

"WhAt! Holy shit Changie that is awesome! You are making improvements!" He winked and shoulder bumped me but I stayed with a gloomy face.

"Why are you so grumpy isn't this good?"

"I mean yeah, but you know me. I get attached and, and what if I do something stupid?"

"You won't Chang-"

"But what if I do! I already can barely hold the urge to kiss him! I want to cherish him but it is so hard to watch everything I do so I don't push him away by doing things he doesn't want to do!"

Hwang grabbed my shoulders and looked me in the eyes. "He already likes you. Overthinking this will just make you do it. Do as I said before. Be yourself. Got it?"

"O-okay." I hugged him again. "Thank you again."

"No problem, now the bell is about to ring. You should go. Don't forget to text me updates!"

"I will! Thank you!" I ran down the hall towards the front of campus. I am seriously so grateful for Hyunjin!

-Lee Felix's POV-

Shit shit shit shit. Why do I always make plans and then not want to do them last second! I keep walking back and forth from the front where me and Changbin are supposed to meet and back into the building.

"Hyung!" I called out to Bang Chan as I saw him pass.

"Oi Felix! What's up?"

"Just hug me for a second" I said as I ran to him. Whenever I got stressed Bang Chan was always there.

"Okay I will. Just tell me what's happening and I'll help fix it."

Bang Chan stared at me blankly after I told him everything. "And you just decided to never tell me?!"

"Well I just now told you so you can't get mad!"

Chris rolled his eyes "Well isn't he going to be here soon? Should I leave?"

"You could come with us and make it less awkward?" I said nervously.

"I'd rather not be a third wheel." Chan hugged me again and then aggressively wished me luck and ran off.

"Clean my Apartment please!" I screamed in hopes he heard me.

Only 1 minute later Changbin screamed my name.

"Lix!"

"Oh youre already here! Hi." I waved and said hi in english, forefting I wasn't talking to Bang Chan. Changbin didn't say anything and just stood there. Is my outfit bad? Do I have something on my face? Is my hair wack? I began to fix my hair but Changbin grabbed my hand before I could. Him holding my wrist just slightly above my head he said, "Your hair is fine. I was just parilized by your amazing looks and the way you said hi."

I coughed and took my hand away. "L-let's go." We began to walk to my small apartment. Luckily Chan heard me eitler and helped me clean before I brought him over! When we arrived I had finally talked. We hadn't said one word since we left campus.

"Sorry if it is messy. It is small so it gets messy quickly." I opened the door.

"It's okay I know the struggle." he painfully giggled.

"You can sit anywhere! I will go get us some water."

"Okay." As I left to the kitchen I felt off. More like Changbin felt off.

I brought the water out and handed it to Changbin who was sitting on the couch. I sat next to him and he slightly scooted over. Was he not actually into me and this was a prank?

"Okay what the heck is wrong? I thought you were okay with coming over and playing games!" Dammit I always let my emotions show!

"I-I am! I just," I cut him off, "I am sorry I didn't mean to yell. I just had a lot of scenarios playing in my head of why you were acting distant and lashed out on you. I am sorry."

"It is okay, I am sorry too. I can't exactly say why I am acting this way but lets just say I am nervous."

"Why can't you say?" Did that mean it really was a prank and he is nervous that I might like pounce him or something?

"Kerrr, Well its just." he stopped and went onto his phone. The fuck?

-FOOT NOTE-

Hmmm... what do you think?? Think the next chapter will be short or long? Think it will need a warning???