NOT SO SECRET, Secret Secret

Part 6

-Lee Felix's POV-

Where am I? I had been speed walking for about five minutes having what just happened on reply in my head. Thee Seo Changbin is going to court me? Is this a dream? I pinched my cheek and winced at the pain, nope not a dream. How am I supposed to talk to him? I mean he clearly knows I like him. Who wouldn't after seeing my insta posts?

Wait, why am I complaining? I like him and he likes me, but the real question is should I play hard to get? No, that is rude I don't want to be rude to him. But yes I shouldn't just give in I should play hard to get. I mean what if he just likes me because I like him and he is confused or something. Yeah, I will play hard to get it, it'll give us both time to think about how we feel about each other.

I finally reached my house one hour later after roaming around giddily. I had just moved into the apartment because I wanted to be independent and move out of home but I didn't want to live on campus because that was just too awkward to have a roommate so I decided on a tiny apartment near campus. It was very small, one bedroom, one bathroom, and a small living room, as well as a kitchen that fit nothing but a stove, sink, fridge, and a bit of counter space. As I roamed around the kitchen looking for something to eat I began to think of what Changbin would think of my apartment and if I should invite him over, then it hit me that it had been almost 2 hours since I said I would call him.

My hand slowly and not one bit steadily reached for my phone, then I quickly drew back remembering that I decided to play hard to get it. No! I thought. You have to be strong Felix! I jumped about 5 inches off the couch when my phone rang suddenly. "Changbinne", it said on the top of my Iphone screen. It's just one call Felix, he can wait... I thought. Oh, who am I trying to bullshit? I am going to die if I don't answer.

"Hello?" Fuck.

"I didn't think you would call so I called you instead, I hope you don't mind."

"I-I was going to call. You just called before I could, that's all."

"Mmm really?" I could hear the sarcasm in his voice. "I thought you were still going to be busy with that one thing all day." Changbin giggled the cutest giggle I had ever heard.

"What one thing?" I paused for a second to hit myself on the forehead, how could I forget! "Oh yes, that thing. Mhm, it was super important but it is fixed now. Don't worry."

"So what was it?"

"Well," what do I say I don't want to lie to him dammit! "I had to cool down." my face flushed with a tomatoey red.

"You had to cool down?... I didn't know you could be cuter Felix." I heard a slight hesitation before he finished his sentence.

"Cute? How is that cute! I was shocked. I mean I had to cool down because I was hot, hot from the running before." I technically wasn't lying, just not telling every little detail. It didn't matter, right?

"I heard you, you were shocked. Don't lie Felix, you liked it huh?"

"Liked what? W-what are you talking about?"

"You can pretend you didn't hear but do not forget that I am courting you, Felix."

"Seo Changbin..." I was speechless. I was happy and scared at the same time.

"Mmm, well I am going to go now but can I ask you something?"

"Ouh"

"Don't talk so formally, it makes me feel like I have a complete zero chance of being with you."

"You do!" Crap why did I blurt that out. "I mean, um okay I won't talk formally, we are only a year apart after all."

"Goodnight Lix." His voice was soft but you could hear the slight quiver in his voice.

He called me Lix? Is that a nickname? Should I give him one then? What though? Binnie? Changnie? Seo? Changbinnie? I don't know! "Goodnight Bin - *cough* Changbin" My voice much much more shaky than his.

-Seo Changbins POV-

Thud thud thud. I pounded my heart with my fist. My heart won't get under control. My gosh he is adorable. I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep after I called him but I knew he wasn't going to call so I pushed out the waves so he could have a clear path of choosing me.

As I layed there awake later that night I began to think. Should I make us lunch tomorrow? After about 30 minutes of deciding whether I should or not I bounced up and found some recipes. I was going to make bibimbap. Easy yet delicious, hopefully I won't screw up.

7:30 am, my watch said. Thirty minutes before school starts, and I am almost done, I just have to make the bibimbap look nice in the lunch pail.

Cha chang! Done! I shakely went through the day wondering if he will enjoy the bibimbap.

"Hey Seo Changbin!" Felix hollered for me from across the cafeteria.

I gently waved back as he jogged towards me. His beautiful smile and soft blonde hair bounced with each step. He swayed his hand back and forth in front of my face once he got close to me and said, "Chogiyo? Anybody there?"

"S-sorry I was busy looking at your face." Hehe, Felix blushing is the cutest thing ever.

"What the heck?! Let's go eat."

I grabbed his arm quickly and waved my lunch in the air. I pulled him to the roof of the school so we could eat in peace and wouldn't be disturbed by the no-easy kids. I opened the lunch pail shakily. Felix must have noticed because he grabbed my hand and asked why I was shaking so much.

"I am okay. Just scared you won't like my cooking."

He smirked and said, "I doubt it, it smells super good. Now hurry up, I am starving!" 

-FOOT NOTE- 

Okayyy so this is a bit cringy! I don't like the way my wordage came out on some of this chapter buttt I will hope you liked it!