NOT SO SECRET, Secret Secret

Part 3

-Texting POV-

(they are talking about the posts in the last chapter, Felix said "I am happy, are you?" And Changbin said "Almost")

OI FELIX

Wym almost?

OI FELIX

Was I boring?

OI FELIX

Did I do something wrong?

Binnie

What no... I just idk... it's awkward to say...

OI FELIX

Oh... you can talk to me I know we just met but like I am a trustworthy person I think at least

Binnie

Well, I just wanted to spend more time w/ you

Read @10:34pm

Binnie

??? Read but no reply ???

Read @ 11:00pm

Binnie

Sorry if I made shit awkward... Goodnight sweet dreams

3:00 am :

OI FELIX

I am sorry that was fucked... I just didn't know what to say... that might be a normal thing to some but I panicked and let my head get carried away. I am sorry.

-No one's POV-

Changbin woke up rubbing his eyes. He sat up for a moment. He then grabbed the top of his blanket, pulled it over his head, flopped over onto his stomach, plating his face in his pillow, and screamed. Seo Changbin wasn't ashamed of being a part of the LGBT community but he just never would say aloud that he was. He was confined; he liked his small group of people and stayed with them. He had liked many guys before of course but he had never gotten close to them. So now that he finally has, he was completely terrified over what he had said last night. Felix liked him but maybe he was some kind of guy who just wanted to hook up and then leave. Changbin didn't know these things, or how Felix worked. All he knew was that he liked Felix and now that he met him he was freaking attached. That's how he was, that's how he became friends with Hwang Hyunjin.

Changbin had thought Hwang was a friendly guy, so he wanted to become friends with him. So one day when Hyunjin talked to him he became attached, wanting to be his friend even more. Changbin was the type to act this way, always was. But it never was a problem until now. Now he was being ignored by a cute guy. He fucked up. Well, so he thought.

Changbin poked his head out of the blankets and shifted his eyes to his phone. His stomach twirled at the thought of Felix's name. He reached his hand out and slowly grabbed his phone. He sat up and closed his eyes. He began to pray that Felix texted back something good and not like "let's fuck". That was if he even replied at all.

He squinted one eye open and the blur of 'Felix' appeared. Fuck fuck fuck. Changbin thought and immediately shut his eyes tight again. He slowly, very slowly released his eyes. After he read what Felix said Changbin screamed and smiled. This must mean he isn't bad right? Oh shit, why was his answer so cute. As Changbin sat there with a huge smile on his face he imagined Felix saying it and began to squirm his legs about.

While Seo Changbin squirmed in his bed Felix was wide awake pacing his room. Back and forth back and forth, back and forth. He had been awake all night. He was overthinking everything. What if Changbin wasn't wanting to hang out with him because he liked him but because he just wanted to be friends and what Felix said was too straightforward and that he fucked up and Seo Changbin wasn't responding to him because he thought Felix was gross. Or maybe he wasn't responding because he was giving Felix a taste of his own medicine.

A day of school had gone by now and neither of the love-stuck boys texted or saw each other. It was 3 pm now and Felix was slowly walking out of the school campus. He walked as slow as a sloth in hopes that he might run in Seo Changbin. He didn't know what he would say or do if they bumped into each other but he at least wanted to see him one more time before he left school. Meanwhile, Changbin was sprinting towards the exit of campus. He had been running around like a crazy naked man on bath salts looking for Felix. He didn't want to text him because he didn't want to look desperate. So his plan was to bump into him on "accident" and then go to a cafe or something with him. Hyunjin told him he was just being a pussy, and maybe he was but he just didn't want to lose Felix that quick.

-Seo Changbin's POC-

Finally. Jeez, Felix why were you so hard to find. I stopped to catch my breath before I "ran" into him. As I had my hands on my knees bent over I noticed he was walking slowly, so I figured it was the perfect opportunity to take a picture of him. I grabbed my phone out and quickly snapped the picture. I caught my breath and began to walk to him. But as I got closer another man threw his arm around Felix's shoulder. I figured they were friends but Felix never moved his arm away. I stood there paralyzed in jealousy. Is that his boyfriend? Fuck. 

-FOOT NOTE-

Hehe I am exited for you to read more!