NOT SO SECRET, Secret Secret

Part 12

-Lee Felix's POV-

When I saw Changbin's body all I could think was perfection. It was even more beautiful than I had imagined. His neck had a pronounced and sexy Adam's apple, his broad shoulders were smooth, and his stomach was not overly muscled but you could still clearly see his abs glistening. Stunned, I dropped the clothes and covered my face, then turned around. I decided to leave to get some air on the balcony so I backed away so I didn't stare at his body.

When I ran to the balcony I slammed the door shut and hyperventilated. After a quick moment of gathering my thoughts, I realized what I had done. While I frantically ran to the balcony I shut the door. Normally that wouldn't be a problem for a normal apartment owner but for me it was, my balcony door locks automatically on the outside. As I tried to open the door, the panic grew, I was outside and that comforted me only to an extent. The new owners of the building had made a rule where you have to put wire fencing on your balcony. I was still locked away.

There was no way of escaping, just like when- no! I cut myself off, not allowing the memories to creep back in. I slid down the wall putting my head to my knees and began to cry. As my tears grew my voice dwindled. Please, please someone help me. I whispered in my head

The balcony door opened with a loud thud. Before I could see who it was they hugged me. The hug felt like a mother's hug, warm, comforting. I wanted to stay in it but I was suffocating. As I pushed them away I checked to see if they had left the door open, thankfully they did. I then was guided to Changbins eyes, his hands cupping my cheeks.

"Are you okay?" He asked with fear in his voice.

"I- I was locked out," I said shakily.

Changbin grabbed my hand and helped me up, "Let's go sit on the couch? Would that be more comfortable?"

"Mmm," why and how is he so caring?

As we sat down Binnie grabbed a glass of water and handed it to me. I sipped it and stared at him.

"Are you okay? What happened out there?"

"I'm, I'm fine. I just panicked because I was locked out. There wasn't a way of escaping because the stupid owner of the building made us gate off our balcony completely a-a-a-and I was alone, there was no one to save me." Changbin stared at me, almost with a hurt expression.

-Seo Changbin's POV-

"I am sorry" I eventually said, "I am sorry you didn't know I was there to save you." I went to hug him but he beat me to it. "I didn't mean it like that! I wasn't thinking straight so I just instantly assumed no one was going to be there for me like in the past!"

In the past? I thought.

"It's not the past anymore Lixxie. I am here now. I won't leave you and I will always be there when you need me." I paused for a second, "And if you ever need to tell me something or vent I will always listen and be patient."

We looked each other in the eyes, just from the way Felix's red and swollen eyes looked at me I could tell he got what I meant. I pulled him into my chest and waited till something made me move. After only a short 3 minutes, Felix's phone alarm went off.

-FOOT NOTE- 

Idk how I  feel about the next chapters coming. I will upload what I have for now but then I might take a break because I feel stuck!