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Part 25

Oct 12
8:45am

[ Xiao 🥀 ]

Xiao
hello y/n

i uh

i'm sorry

Y/n
why

i mean i know why but i'm going to ask anyway because i genuinely don't know how else to respond

Xiao
i.

for everything

i've been harsh to you for no apparent reason

well ig there was a reason

but it wasn't a good one

Y/n
i understand

and it's alright

Xiao
i'm not done, shut

i mean uh be quiet for a moment

Y/n
oh ok...

Xiao
i don't blame you for what happened

i was just upset that you also played a role in the accident

before finding out it was you, i wanted to hate the driver

but i can't hate you

so i hate myself for it instead

and i know pitying myself won't do anything but it makes living a bit more tolerable

it's way easier to hate myself than to hate you

regardless of that, i just wanted to explain why i treated you in such a manner

i don't know why i'm like this but i am

Y/n
i don't feel any sort of resentment towards you

i understand why you acted the way you did

you don't need to apologize for it

Xiao
but i do

you've been nothing but kind to me yet i still treated you like shit

idk why you've tolerated me for so long

Y/n
isn't it kind of obvious

Xiao
what's obvious?

Y/n
hh nothing nvm

but i do appreciate your apology

so yeah thanks

Xiao
i understand if you wish to part with me now

Y/n
what no

you're making it seem like i've been completely innocent in this case