Devotion

Chapter 14 -SMUT

Just to make this simple, this is basically just a SMUT CHAPTER, so if you don't wanna read it, just skip!

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I couldn't stop pacing the bathroom floor. When we got back from the wedding, I went to the bathroom, telling him I wanted to wash the hair product out of my hair.

And while that was true, I also wanted to shave, and make myself fresh and not smelling like body odor. I didn't want to put him off.

While in the shower, I spent a good amount of time debating whether or not I should shave my pubic hair. I hadn't ever done this before, I was a complete virgin. I didn't know what was typical, or what Draco would be comfortable with.

Eventually, I opted to just trim it a bit. I was honestly scared to bring the razor down there, I already accidentally cut myself shaving my legs. Plus, I didn't want to do anything too daring anyway.

But even after I was out of the shower, I kept asking more questions, unsure what to do. Do I wear sexy lingerie? Just a bra and underwear? Pajamas? I knew it would all be taken off anyway, but how should I look when I walk out there?

And then even more questions. Do I put makeup on to look pretty, or not because it'll just end up smearing and looking a mess? And how should I do my hair? A bun so it's not in my face? Low ponytail so it's not uncomfortable? Down so he can run his fingers through it?

I leaned against the wall and sank to the floor, the small white towel wrapped around my body, barely covering me.

I had no idea what I was doing. I was just going to mess it up, and ruin our first night together. My eyes started to water as I leaned my head back, trying to hold them in.

"Darling, are you alright? You've been in there a while," Draco called, knocking on the door.

I opened my mouth to respond and tell him I was fine, but a sob just came out, echoing loudly in the room. Draco burst in, rushing to my side.

"What's wrong, Evelyn?" he questioned gently, kneeling down beside me.

I choked out another sob. "I'm gonna ruin our first night. I'm not good enough for you," I cried, a tear slipping down my cheek.

"How could you say that? If anything, you're too good for me. Why do you think you'll ruin this night?"

"Because I'm a virgin!" I told him, saying it a bit louder than I intended. He just blinked at me.

"I don't know how to do sex, I don't know how I should look, I don't know what I should wear, I don't know how it feels, I don't—"

"Woah woah, slow down," Draco interrupted. "It doesn't matter to me that you're a virgin. In fact, I'm honored to be your first. Just be sure you're ready. I'll happily wait if you aren't, I don't want you to do this if it makes you uncomfortable."

"No, no, I want to. I just don't want to mess it up for you," I whimpered, looking at the ground again.

He gently lifted my chin up to look at me. "Listen to me. Quit trying to fit what you think my expectations are. You can't possibly mess this up for me. I love you. And all I care about right now is that I make this perfect for you."

"You promise?" I asked, looking up at him.

"I promise. I've been looking forward to this for a while," he said, leaning down to kiss me. As our lips molded together, he scooped me up in his arms, carrying me to our bed.

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"Please tell me if you don't like something, Evelyn, or if you want me to stop. Don't be afraid to," Draco told me. My towel had fallen off, and Draco had stripped down to his skin. I knew he had taken his boxers off too, but I wasn't ready to look down there. I knew what we were about to do, but seeing his—you know—was a different thing entirely.

I smiled at him and nodded in agreement. "Go on, then," I urged, and he could barely hide his eagerness as he bent down over me.

I closed my eyes while I waited for whatever sensation was to come.

"Gorgeous," he murmured, and I felt a blush rise on my cheeks. I gasped when suddenly, something warm and wet touched the surface of my skin.

His tongue slowly entered me, and I moaned, craving more. I hadn't ever felt empty there before, but now that I had felt a hint of his tongue inside me, like a drug, I needed more.

He moved slowly, in and out, and while he was giving me more of what I wanted, it wasn't enough. My hands reached down to his head, encouraging him to push his tongue farther into me.

I couldn't help but let out another moan at how much better it felt. But still, I needed more...

Draco seemed to realize it this time. He lifted my hips up, getting a better angle, and sucked harder as he moved in and out.

"Oh yes, Draco," I groaned, arching into it. He moaned against me, sending ripples of pleasure throughout my being.

I could feel something building in me. I didn't know what, but I could feel it rising, higher and higher, like a wave on the verge of crashing—

He had pulled out, and my body was laid gently back down on the bed. I glared down to where he was, and kicked him in the chest with my foot.

"Why'd you stop?!" I hissed at him.

He just smirked. "When you first climax, I want to feel your walls pulsing against my cock."

"Greedy much? Not letting a woman finish," I berated him, shaking my head.

He raised an eyebrow. "If you're gonna be like that, I can go..." he said, slowly moving himself away.

My legs immediately latched around his waist, and I pulled myself onto his lap. "Oh, no you don't. You're my greedy man. And I still need to finish."

To Be Continued...