Belong With Me

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request with a small twist i've been meaning to write lol

inspired by Taylor Swifts 'Belong With Me'

I watched as JJ paced around his bedroom on the phone with his girlfriend. She was mad about something he'd said. I'm sure whatever he said wasn't meant to be hurtful, he didn't want to hurt anyone.

"I'm sorry love" he said. Love. Oh how badly I wanna be loved it's disgusting. I'm jealous of JJ and his girlfriend, Abby. Abby doesn't treat him very well.

I mean, shit, Abby doesn't even know about Luke. JJ said he doesn't want to worry her but if she cared she would've noticed. Does she really assume he falls as often as he says he does? The girl has 3 brain cells and all they think about is sex, money, and drugs.

JJ dropped his arm to his side in defeat. She hung up on him. I watched as he fell onto his bed beside me. I came over cause Luke left and JJ said he didn't want to be alone, I'll always be there for JJ.

"what's her deal this time?" I asked. JJ knew my opinions on Abby. I hated her behind her back, only getting somewhat along for the blondes sake.

"stupid joke I apparently made that she didn't get" he sighed. She'll never get him like me, ever.

"you deserve better" I blurt.

"seriously y/n I can't-"

"no JJ! she treats you like shit even after everything you do for her. You're always stressed cause of her and it's obvious." I rant. He wasn't in the mood, clearly.

"and does she really believe you fall as often as you claim you do? Abby has 3 fucking braincells! She doesn't even know about Luke. Doesn't she think your moms still around? She's buying this bullshit that she should notice by now." I ranted

JJ didn't say a word, he knew I was right, he just pulled himself under the covers.

"I'm taking a nap, if Luke comes do not talk to him, or go home now." he said bluntly. I sighed and stood up off his desk chair. I walked over to the blondes bed and placed a hand on his back, rubbing gently.

"call me if you need anything, I mean it. I love you J" I tell him. He nods to show he heard me and wasn't totally shutting me out. If he weren't dating Abby I would've leaned down and kissed his forehead like I used to, but I don't want to be that girl.

I walked out of the house and got into my car. As I played the music I know damn well Abby doesn't like but JJ loves, I drove home.

When I got home I almost immediately fell asleep. I was tired from the days events.

I feel like an idiot for being  jealous. It's such an ugly word with an ugly meaning. I don't want to be ugly especially in that way. It's disgusting.

When I finally woke up it was dark and quiet. I went downstairs to find my parents weren't home again, go figure. I was making pasta when the doorbell rang.

I trailed my way to the door and looked through the peephole. There stood JJ, one black eye and tears going fine his cheeks. I immediately flung open the door and brought him inside.

"hey what's going on?" I asks softly. I'm never soft, only to him, when he needs it. He just quietly brought himself into my embrace.

"Abby broke up with me" I mean it wasn't a surprise. I guess we can add broken heart to the list of things JJ has going on right now. The poor boy never catches a break.

"she-...she only wanted me for sex and money" he choked out between tears. I rubbed his back as anger filled me from head to toe.

I brought my hands up to his face and wiped away his tears. He let out a deep shaky breath, his blue eyes were darkened with sadness.

"I think that she's a cunt, and you deserve the world" I smiled up at him. JJ let out a chuckle and sucked in his breath.

"how about me and you go upstairs and watch movies and eat ice cream like we're in some sad romcom?" I giggle, wiggling my eyebrows. The blonde nods. I knew he'd want to talk about it later but for now he needed to just chill.

I took out a tub of ice cream and two spoons before we went up to my room. I flopped onto my bed and JJ was quick to follow. We used to always cuddle but hadn't been able to in almost a year due to his loyalty to that son of a bitch.

I threw an arm around him as he chose a movie on my laptop. Of course he picked King Pin. I hate that movie and he knows it, but I let it slide for tonight.

"I missed this" JJ interrupted the movie about 20 minutes in. I ran my fingers through his blonde hair that was very overdue for a haircut.

"me too" I said with a sigh.

"what would you say if I told you once you have time to process, I'd tell you I'd like you and Abby would be in the past?" I didn't intend to tell him. I really didn't want to tell him either. But I did, it's whatever.

"I'd say yes because I really like you" he grinned, burying his head into me.

That's when it was settled, I love JJ, and he loves me.

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