Traitorous. | KTH. (ft. JJK)|

Breaking Apart~

My shoes click as I walk towards the cafe, the one where he confessed his love to me.

It was my favourite place, it still is.

I open the glass door, entering the conditioned cafe.
I close my eyes at the sudden coldness that chilled my body.

I see Taehyung at one corner of the cafe as he waves his hand to me.

I walk and sit opposite to him.
He flashes his smile and so do I.

He places his intertwined hands on the table as he looks at me.
"I'm sorry for everything, Ri." I look at him, surprised.
"I must be very blessed since you came when I asked you to. No girl would do so if she was in your place."
I smile at his words.

"I trust you, Tae." He smiles.

" Luna, she wants to marry me and I'm forced by my father to do so.." he starts.
I didn't find it intriguing nor envious.
I was emotionless right now and it surprised me very much.
I would have gotten my heart broken at his words but I didn't.
Strange.

"I am not going to marry her and will never do so." He says.
"I was forced to go on a date but we saw you there, unfortunately." He tells.
It's silent for a while and,
"I left after you went and we haven't spoken after." He completes.
I was dumbstruck.

"I wanted to tell this to you, cause I don't wanna lose you once again. I want to be with you." He tells, piercing my gaze.

My thoughts dribble at his words.
"Tae, I- I don't want to. I'm sorry." I say as I get up to leave.

He holds my wrists making me turn around.
"Are you confused? I'll give you time."
I sigh.
" It's not about time Tae, I feel like I've moved on. I can't force myself can I?" I say.

He lets go off my hand and I walk away as I felt him breaking inside.
That was exactly how I did when he left me, without an explanation.
It doesn't mean I'm taking revenge.

It takes time to heal, not completely but you rather find a source of happiness that keeps your darkness blinded.
I knew I would face a tough time but I waited for my inner self to change but it didn't.
I eventually forgot it and joy took over me as I met someone.
The one who makes me feel home, I feel like embracing the moment I have with him.
We feel so related, like we've known one another.
I still need answers to the puzzle of my life.

********

I get down from the taxi and head to Jungkook's house.
I knock curling my hands as I place them on the wooden door and to my surprise the door moves.
It wasn't locked?
I look for Jungkook and I see him sitting on the couch, staring into empty space.
He didn't see me coming?
I sit beside him and look at his face, he was tired but angry.
Why though?

"Where were you?"he asks, sternly.
"I-I had to visit Taehyung-" he gets up and walks to his room before I complete my sentence.
I stand up at his behaviour, frowning.

What's wrong?

I sigh.
I decide to cook something for tonight.
I made some fried rice for both of us, wondering if he would eat.
I knock on his door and don't get a reply.
Opening it to see him sleeping peacefully.
I sit beside his idle posture and observe him.

I don't know why, but it's weird that I feel myself liking him.
He feels like home.
It's more like a brotherly bond I have.

I walk out closing his door and eat the rice as I fall asleep on the couch.

******

Jungkook is ignoring me and I don't know why.
I came to office alone and he didn't see me here as well.
I decided to ask Jimin as I see him talking with an employee, I approach him.
"Jimin, can I talk with you please?" I ask.
He sends the employee away as he focuses on me.

"Yes, Ms.Lee" he says mocking at me.
"It's serious Jimin." I say pouting at him.
"Oh.. ok ok go on."
"Jungkook is ignoring me and I don't know why. I gave him reports and he didn't even look at me."
"Oh sure! He has a busy schedule going on, Aphrodite."
"He never did this with me."

"Oh about that, he was reading through mails and he saw some from yours. I told him it isn't important but he did. After that he was off, I don't really know why. Does it have something with you?"

I think and I remember Tae sending me mails.
"Is it because I got personal mails through my official one's?" I ask him.
"No, he wouldn't question that at all. It surely must be something you know."
His phone rings as he rushes to the elevator giving me a hasty farewell.

I take in his words thinking about it.
Is he jealous?
No way. Why would he be?

I decided to continue my job.

It's been two hours and I stretch myself, relaxing at the back of the chair as I hear footsteps coming closer.
I look up to see Jungkook himself.

"We'll go to a business trip tomorrow, babe. So get ready." He says winking away.

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