Never In a Million Years (1) ~ C.R.

30.

1 week later

Hailey and Skylar were being discharged today and we were ecstatic. Since Skylar was in the NICU it had given us time to set up for a baby since she was a surprise we had nothing. While we were in the hospital my Dad and Grayson as well as some of my former cast members helped get the house ready. They hand set up a full nursery in a week which was Impressive. We arrived home and was overwhelmed with support. We put down our stuff and took Skylar out from her seat. I was looked around and Saw Katelyn, Alanna and Christina standing in the corner smiling. They scurried over when they saw us. Hailey has briefly met everyone but she was still very shy. Katelyn was the first to speak since she was out age "Omg hi I don't think we've met him Katelyn I um..." "Played his gf yeah I know..it's all good don't feel awkward about it" Hailey smiled "do you wanna hold her" She giggled adjusting Skylar in her Arms. "I'd love to" Katelyn squeaked, she loved babies. "Here your auntie Katelyn" she cooed handing sky to Kate. I smiled pulling Hailey aside, "Auntie Katelyn?" I chuckled " these people are your family Chandler I get it so yeah our daughter has way more uncles than just Grayson and more aunt's that she could ask for, plus she needs god parents and we have plenty of people here who'd love to have that title". "I love you so much you know that" I beamed kissy her. Hailey giggled "love you to now let's go be with everyone"

1 hour later

Everyone has gone home and me and Hailey had put Skylar down for a nap. Hailey was sitting on the couch and i walked into holding a piece of cake. While in the hospital Skylar  had her birthdays. Skylar Birthday was June 16th and Hailey's was 5 days later on the 21st. "Aww Babe your so sweet" she smiled blowing out the small candle. Just then we heard Skylar start wailing on the baby monitor, I sighed and Hailey stood up setting down the cake "I'll get her, she's probably hungry" Hailey smiled walking down the hall to the nursery. I followed her "shhhh I know I know come here" she cooed pulling her shirt up to expose her breast. Skylar latched and Hailey sat down in the chair. I leaned against the wall and watched smiling. We were still adjusting to having a kid solely on the fact we didn't know we were having one till a week ago. I felt like Hailey still blamed herself and thought she was forcing me into something I didn't wanna do. She wouldn't admit it but I knew she thought it. it was my fault too though I know exactly when she got pregnant. Our first time, I didn't wear a condom cause I  weren't thinking about it cause originally we were just gonna take a shower but she wanted it. I should've been smart and said after but instead my hormones got the best of me and now we were facing the consequences. Hailey noticed me zoned out "Babe!" She called snapping me out of it. "Mhmm" I said and Hailey laughed "can you take her please I wanna take a shower" she asked pulling down her shirt. "Yeah totally" I said taking sky from her. "Thanks Chan" she smiled kissing me and jogging into the bathroom. I rocked Skylar till she fell asleep and put her in her crib. I walked down the hall to Grayson's room and knocked. "Hey I just put Skylar down for a nap can you keep on eye on her while me and Hailey take a quick shower". I asked and he nodded getting up. "Thx gray your the best" I smiled and scurried into the bathroom. I undressed and got in with Hailey. "Hey what about sky" she asked slightly worried. "She's with gray relax Babe" I chuckled joining her under the water. "Guess your maternal instinct kicking in huh" I teased as she ran her hands through my hair as the water soaked us. "Shut up" she snapped playfully grabbing the shampoo and putting it in her hair "yes ma'am" I chuckled helping her with her hair. She signed letting me take over.  I could tell she was  exhausted and I wanted to take care of her. "How are you feeling, like any soreness or anything" I asked and Hailey smiled" yeah I'm fine I feel the same actually and I was concerned but the doctor said everyone's different and I'm one of the lucky ones". "That's good but how are you, I know we've had to completely change everything within the last week and it's been a big adjustment..what are you thinking cause I've noticed you zoned out at times".

I signed  "I don't know honestly, I don't know what the fuck we're doing. Just between your auditions and acting classes I just don't know how we're gonna do it. It just came out of nowhere, we had no warning and we're only 18 how the fuck are supposed to do this" I sobbed feeling kinda stupid that we having this conversation in the shower. Chandler quickly rinse us off and we got out. He dried me off and brought me some clothes to change into while. We got dressed and Chandler then pulled me into a tight hug letting me cry in his arms. "I'm sorry it's just been a lot and I'm scared Chan, I'm absolutely terrified" I cried and he shushed me placing a kiss on my head. "It's gonna be ok, we're gonna get through this ok. Let's just take it day by day ok, I love you" he cooed pulling away wiping me tears with his thumb. "Okay, I love you too"