Never In a Million Years (1) ~ C.R.

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August 6th 2017

Once we got home Chandler started rambling on about how long he's been planning this pretty much just letting go of all the anxiety he had  bottled up from earlier. "Chandler..." You said and he looked up "what?" "Shut up" you breathed leaning in kissing him deeply. Chandler instantly kissed back placing his hands on your hips and pushed you back so you were laying down with him hovering over you. Chandler wasted no time pulling both your shirt off and discarding them on the floor. You reached down unbuckling chandlers jeans and pulling them down with his boxers. He did the same for you while you unclipped your bra dropping it into the pile with your others clothes. Chandler stopped for a sec, "Babe are you sure or is this the alcohol talking". He asked making sure you were aware and not just acting drunkly. "Yes Chandler now just fuck me already" you whined becoming inpatient. He nodded reaching into the drawer and pulling out a condom. He opened it setting it down on your stomach for sec as he pumped himself a few times to  make sure he was fully hard before sliding on the condom and lining up with your entrance. "Ready Baby" he whispered in you ear as wrapped your legs around his waist and placed his hands behind your head. "Yes Chandler" you breathed and He pushed in. You squeeze eyes shut as it hurt from it being the first time since you had Skylar. Chandler stopped grabbing your hand. "You okay babe" He asked "yeah it just hurts keep going though just slowly please" you whined. "Hailey are you sure it's ok if you can't..maybe it's too early you are definitely tighter than normal" He cooed as you signed. "Yes please just move" you groaned bucking you hips into him. Chandler gently thrusted Into you and hurt a lot. After a few minutes you couldn't take it anymore "Ok stop stop I can't" You whined in pain gripping chandlers arm and he immediately pulled out. "Damnit" you said your voice cracking and tears threatening to fall. "Hey it's okay....your body isn't ready Hailey. I know you want to but you have to remember you just had a baby less than 2 Months ago, let's not rush it. Give me a few minutes to deal with this...*referring to his still hard dick * and we can go cuddle and watch a movie". He cooed cupping my face. "I know I just- we just got engaged and i wanted tonight to be special" you cried sitting up. Chandler frowned, "Babe tonight was special, you said yes, you're gonna be my wife and I couldn't be happier. Even if we could never have sex again as long as I have you Hailey I'm the happiest guy in the world" He cooed hugging you. You buried your face in his  neck. Chandler frowned  looking down, you followed his gaze and gasped . "Aww fuck baby you bled, are you okay"  Chandler cooed placing his hands on your thighs rubbing them gently and looking at you with a concerned and sympathetic look. "Ughh I can't win" you groaned  and chandler nudged you head sweetly with his. " Don't worry about it let's get you cleaned up, but does it hurt do you need anything " he cooed picking you up and carrying you to the bathroom. "no, I'm ok" you signed and Chan started a shower. After he helped you Change the sheets and get dressed before climbing back into bed as you slid  in next to him resting on his chest as he wrapped his arms around you and kissed your head. "I love you and I can't wait to marry you babe" he smiled pulling the covers over you. "I love too Chandler"