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19. Pain in Love

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The world around him looks gloomy and sad. Jimin had locks himself inside the guest room, only going out when he's hungry or need something. He always ignore Jungkook even when the man try to explain himself, he walks away from him not wanting to know another heartbreaking thing.

His eyes is bloodshot from crying too much. He never thought someone as Jungkook, who's his husband, his love wants to only use him, his body. Is every person after beauty, looks, face, money, status? Don't they care of about what's that's person thinking, personality, nature, manners, kindness, the connection. Did these things don't matter for them. Did outer beauty is more an important than inner beauty. Did he wrong loving Jungkook. Did his heart easily for that man without knowing his inner selfish and greedy self. Did he felt for Jungkook's fake facade.

The man is always caring towards him, always giving him attention, respecting others, talks sweetly to him, make him feel safe and protected, makes him feel like home. Are these things about Jungkook is fake? Did he fake this things so his husband can easily have him under him.

The negative thoughts clouded his mind after knowing Jungkook only wants to use him, use his body. His eyes didn't able to see the genuine love in the eyes of his husband because he's blinded by the thoughts of his husband cheap trick. He felts disgusted with his own body. Did he didn't made for get someone love? Is he's that unlucky? The more he thinks the more he cried. His lips trembles as he cried harder. His fragile heart is broken by his own husband.

"I hate you so much." He mumbled to himself as he cried.

Meanwhile, Jungkook is devastated as well. He's looking messy with scattered hairs, red eyes and nose. His clothes is dishevelled as well. He's looking broken too. His heart is aching hearing Jimin's cry, hearing how much he hurts his husband that's the boy is not wants to see him. His heart broke when Jimin ignores him, not talk to him or give him any glance. The broken looks of his husband pierced his heart and mind.

He try to talk to Jimin but latter ignored him. He wants to apologize to Jimin again. He wants to tell him, he dropped the idea of using his body the moment he get to know him. He felt guilty the moment he calls him with names. He wants to tell Jimin his heart and soul now belongs to him. He wants to confess his feeling to him. How much he loves him and how badly he wants to spend his entire life with him. But his husband is not ready to hear anything from him.

Apart from his explaining, his mind is having negative thoughts. The thoughts of losing Jimin. What if Jimin decided to leave him, divorce him because no person in the world wants to live with person who wants to use their body. But he changed, he realized his feeling but maybe he's too late to explain himself. He should had confessed Jimin, tell him how much he loves him, shouldn't? But will Jimin had believed him because he broken his husband trust and heart.

He hurts his husband.

The both soul cried in their separate room. They're yearning for eachother but one is doubting his husband while other is too afraid to get near his husband because Jimin didn't wants to be near him.

The world is like this, aren't it? One stupid mistake and you're losing your love ones for forever so we should always cherish our love ones. Even a small misunderstanding can destroy your whole years of relationship so we should always kept on communicating. If one did mistake than let them explain and if you feel it's right to forgave them or your hearts wants to forgave them than do it and don't put grudge against them.

Life is only one. Today we're alive maybe tomorrow not so let's try to do rights things. Let's try to repent our mistakes. Let's try to do rights what's if done wrong.

Jungkook had make a mistake but that's doesn't mean he didn't regretted it. He did and now he wants to make it right if Jimin let's him in. He'll show his husband how much he loves him and care for him.

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