It was midnight, I was in my hotel all alone with a bottle of tequila which is probably bad. I needed the tequila because without it I remember everything that happened with Derek, from the first night to when he told me he didn't wanna see me again. Flashbacks came back to me my only escape being the tequila. I drank the whole bottle and finally went to sleep.
The next morning I woke up to light shining into the hotel it was so bright and my head was killing me. I suddenly got a wave of nausea and ran to the bathroom hunched over the toilet. " damn you tequila" I thought to myself. I had to be at the hospital in 4 hours so I had sometime to get showered and get dressed before I went in.
4 hours later: I walked in to the building I closed my eyes just for one moment a new start. Then I got interrupted by my phone I looked to see who it, it was Derek. I let it go to voice mail one of these days he will stop calling and leave me alone like he wanted. I went to the elevator and went to the chiefs office. I knocked on the door, "come in" I heard I walked in. " hi I'm Dr.Meredith Grey, chief Thrope," " ah yes the resident who transferred middle of the year over" okay this man is an ass I thought to myself. He gave me my schedule I start Monday 7 am and he will have someone to show me around. I got back to the hotel changed into Derek's hoodie that i stole from him and cried I miss him so much but this is what is best I thought.
(I'm sorry I haven't posted in awhile if anyone is actually reading this, I will try to post more during the summer <3)
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Fanfictionwhat if Meredith did what derek asked in 4×17 when he said he never wanted to work, see or talk to her agian
