chapter 1

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Sarah's POV:

"I cry, I scream, I bawl and sleepI wait, I wonder and cry some moreAnd I ache and burn from my very core

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"I cry, I scream, I bawl and sleep
I wait, I wonder and cry some more
And I ache and burn from my very core

Then, I'm not alone, and the mask reappears:

Out goes the grief, pain and all of the tears,
As I am a happy person, cheerful all day.
A world full of rainbow, not one shade of grey.

Of course I'm not okay, I'm not fine,
No matter how much I seem to shine.

But it is, and will be, so I cling to life,
As one day I might slip, and end it with a knife.
But, I'm still here, no matter what my dreams might say
And I hope that one day I will actually be okay."

I put my pen down and looked at the poem I wrote.

A tear fell from my now wet cheeks to the peace of paper I was holding in my hands.
Leaving a big blue stain on it.

 Leaving a big blue stain on it

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At school:

I was now standing in front of my school.
It was a big building surrounded by landscaped gardens, trees, seating areas, and a large sail covered area.

The name "Melville High School" was written on top of the building in black capital letters.

It was actually quite a beautiful place.
But for me, it was hell, a gold  cage...

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