𝖺 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗍𝗈𝗈 𝗁𝗂𝗀𝗁 - 𝖼.𝖻

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the blizzard never seemed to slow down. somehow, my fever was dying down slowly. i had made beomgyu put on his big jacket again. the temperatures were very low. most of the time we were held in each other's arms trying to maintain our body heat. 

it was late. night had fallen outside the cave. another day had passed by. no one had come to rescue us yet. the more time that passed, the more apprehensive i became. most of all, i was vastly afraid.

we didn't have enough food to eat. our bodies needed food to produce heat. what if one of us became sick and we didn't have enough medicine? so many thoughts ran through my head.

i sat on the cave floor while beomgyu went through his bag. apparently he had packed some mini blankets before leaving the cabin. his bag was really a miracle for us. it had a few matches and a couple of snacks.

i turned to look at the entrance of the cave. the small lit fire that beomgyu had made lit a little bit making me able to see the entrance of the cave. strong winds carrying thousands of tiny white particles. i swallowed hard and stared intensely at the falling snow. my hands were shaking. like most of the time, the tip of my nose was numb.

"beomgyu..." i said almost hesitantly.

i knew he had stopped what he was doing and glanced at me because the shuffling of the backpack had settled down.

"yeah?"

"do you think we are ever going to get out of here?"

he stayed quiet. although i knew beomgyu wasn't a fortuneteller, i really had hoped for him to answer immediately.

"i think someone will come and find us, soyeon. they have to find us." he said a little bit after his small pause.

my eyes watered. i could feel my lower lip tremble a bit. i slowly turned to look at him. his eyes were dark coloured but gentle. even from where i was, i could see how, although we were in this position, he still looked as handsome as ever. his hair looked a little different. it looked a bit longer than what i remembered from the classroom.

the very first time i had ever seen him.

"soyeon." he said slowly scooting closer to me.

he took both of my hands in his. they were warm and cozy. his gentle eyes looked at mine. in them, i could see myself. my reflection, to be honest, wasn't the best, but beomgyu looked at me like i was the most precious thing in the world, nonetheless.

"i just want you to know two things, soyeon. that is, number one: i can't stop this weather and i can't call people because my phone is useless here."

i looked at him a little muddled. a large smile was stretching his face.

"what's the second one?"

both of his eyes twinkled. almost as if a coat of sparkles had been brushed on them. 

"as long as you are with me, choi beomgyu, I promise - no - swear that nothing, not even death comes your way."

a small smile pecked the corners of my lips. my ears became a little hot. but most of all, my heart fluttered with a blissful feeling that i had began to feel since the first time i had seen beomgyu smile at me different in the tent. his smile was different. there was a different aura twist around him. after that, i just remember countless of incredible moments with him.

"ey, look at your face." he said poking a finger on my right cheek. i giggled a bit.

slowly, he cupped my face very gently and inched forward. he softly kissed me on the lips. the warmth of his touch lighting up my entire body. his other hand cupped my other cheek bringing my face closer to his. both of my hands slithered from his chest to his soft, dark hair.

our kiss slowly became richer and rougher. beomgyu began to push me slowly down on the ground. my back gently pressed against the cave floor while beomgyu was on top of me. his lips slowly leaving my lips and going down my chin and onto my neck. my heartbeat ecstatically out of my chest as beomgyu marked another delightful kiss over my tepid skin. one of his hands slipped down to my waist and squeezed it a little.

at first i was a little embarrassed to do so, but i eventually joined beomgyu. i kissed him over his neck and even made a hickey. it didn't take long for our make out session to turn really...well far.

just as we exchanges another intense kiss, beomgyu pulled back breaking it first. i opened my eyes and looked at him a little despondently. he had a look in his eyes. it was as if he was trying to read me. we stayed quiet. the entire time, his eyes didn't leave my face.

"soyeon."

"yeah?"

"do you want to try it?"

for the first three seconds after the question, i had no idea what 'it' meant. but after checking my situation, i knew what he meant. exactly what he meant. and to be honest, i was fucking afraid. I had never done 'it' before. i didn't know how 'it' felt or what to do.

beomgyu snickered softly and pressed his forehead against mine gently. 

"soyeon,"

i felt like if i didn't say yes, he would think i would be a coward or something. he brought it up because maybe it is time to take our relationship to the next level. 

"forget what i said. you should do it when the right time is and at the right place. don't-"

"i want to, beomgyu."

he pulled back startled and befuddled. he scanned my face for hesitation, but i wasn't hesitating.

"you said i should do it at the right time. and beomgyu, there has been no other place where you have saved me from a fever, ripped your shirt in front of my eyes, lit a fire with your own hands, and kissed me so passionately. this might be the best place to...do 'it'."

his face softened. instead of me looking hesitant, he was the one looking hesitant now.

"soyeon...are you sure?"

"beomgyu," i said pressing my lips against his. "I trust you. nothing will happen when i'm with you, choi beomgyu."

it took a few moments for him to adjust at the situation, but eventually he sighed. his eyes looked at me one last time before his arm wrapped around my waist pulling me closer to him and kissing me passionately once again.

one after another, our kisses grew rougher and better. the heat in our bodies increasing. our hearts beating fast. every time he kissed me it was as if a beautiful spark exploded over my body.

beomgyu and i had officially met each other inside out.