wrecked, itoshi sae ✓

chapter 05.

"y/n," a female voice calls from behind you. you roll your eyes in annoyance, because it's tamaki's voice.

"her again," hinata mumbles with her mouth full, just as uninterested in tamaki as you are.

tamaki, on the other hand, sits down at the table with her tray, on which there is only a yogurt and an apple, foregoing unhealthy foods, unlike you and hinata. crossing her arms, she smiles at you.

you know very well that she will say something about ryusei and you again.

"i noticed you went to school with shidou today" she blinks several times, waiting for an answer.

this becomes too much for you so you just stand up with your tray.

"wait for me!" hinata gets up as well, running after you.

tamaki puts herself in front of you, looking at you angrily. "answer me when i talk to you" she yells at you.

all eyes in the cafeteria are now on you.

"do you have a problem with that?" you say calmly as never before.

ironically she begins to laugh. "do i have a problem with it? are you serious?"

there is a moment of silence. everyone, even ryusei is watching you. he knows it's about him, but does nothing, because that would only make things worse.

"answer me i said," she screams as loud as she can, wanting to spill the yogurt on your dress.

quickly you close your eyes, look to the side — of course you expected the cold yogurt to mess up your whole dress, but nothing happened.

now you open your eyes again, see that someone is standing in front of you; it's sae, who stood in front of you.

tamaki remains frozen at the spot, not wanting to spill it on him, but it was too late.

the yogurt was already smeared on his shirt.

looking at it more closely, ryusei stands up from his place — it makes him angry, because sae put himself in front of you.

why did he of all people have to stand in front of you?

sae, the one most hated by ryusei.

in shock, tamaki drops her tray, afraid of sae, knowing some of the rumors that are told about him.

she slowly walks backwards without taking her eyes off sae's tense face. she almost stumbles but gets herself together and runs away with her two friends.

"shit" you're scared now.

sae turns around and runs past you, lightly slams his shoulder against yours, runs out of the cafeteria. meanwhile, you see everyone eyeing you, talking about you.

you put the tray down on some table and run after him. ryusei also wants to chase after you, but is held back by rin.

"let go of me" he grinds angrily, removing his hand from his shoulder.

at that moment you run after sae, but can't find him. after looking around the whole school, without seeing him, you give up.

looking up at the sky, you try to calm down because you've been running so much. you can't stand running anymore, you're so unathletic, you think to yourself.

then you remember something — you haven't been on the rooftop yet.

you hurry up the stairs, not wanting to miss him again.

at first you have trouble opening the door, but after a light kick, the old door opens. you exhale in relief, because you see sae trying to clean his shirt with a handkerchief.

you rummage out a pack of handkerchiefs from your pocket and run towards him.

"i'm sorry" you offer him one.

he flinches for a moment, not expecting anyone else to be here. he accepts it from your hands, but still doesn't say a word.

carefully you look at his shirt, knowing immediately that it will not come off so easily.
he rubs his shirt like crazy with the handkerchief, but it just won't come off.

your eyes wander to his leather jacket, which he had taken off and placed on a pipe. you take it and hold it up, because it's also smeared.

his teal eyes wander to you, seeing how hard you're trying to get the jacket clean again. slighty he laughs lightly because you're rubbing the handkerchief against the jacket like crazy too.

you look at him and recognize a smile on his lips, you also have to laugh, because his laugh is really contagious to you.

you both don't notice that you're standing only a few centimeters from each other. however, sae stops laughing when he feels your intense gaze.

he lifts his head slightly, looks quickly into your sweet eyes. he has lost himself — lost in your eyes, which look so beautiful in the sun.

sae would like to lose himself in your eyes again and again.

your heart beats incredibly fast and loud. you're even afraid that he could hear your heartbeat. pulling yourself together, you stop grinning stupidly, daring to come a little closer.

he sees your eyes constantly moving from his eyes to his lips.

suddenly he holds your waist with both hands, presses you closer and closer to him. you want to put your hands around his neck but unconsciously drop his jacket.

cursing in your head you turn your eyes away from him, direct them to the fallen jacket, and see a small package that must have fallen out of his jacket pocket.

you pick it up and look at it — it looks like the one rin held in his hand yesterday.

taking the package and the jacket in your hand, you stand upright again. sae smiles at you at first, thinking nothing of it, until you hold up the package and look at him questioningly.

his pupils widen and his eyes move from the package to your eyes in panic, quickly he snatches it from your hand and his jacket as well.

his face changes abruptly and a still sweet smile turns into an angry clenching of the teeth.

you look at him worriedly, fearing that he will ingest something like that.

"yo-you're not taking drugs, rig-" can't finish because he interrupts you.

"it's not mine" he lies to you, doesn't know what to do and just runs away.

actually, you want to run after him again, but you're tired of following him. so you stop and watch him open the rusty door and disappear behind it.

suddenly, a few tears run down your cheeks, what's up with him, you ask yourself.