I woke up from a bad dream and when I rose up to pick up my phone and saw what time is it with a lot of messages on my notification I thought that I was still not had waken up from my nightmare when I saw her messages.
Wala ng pic ang profile niya sa messenger, and that only means one thing, she deactivated.
What's happening?
I logged in with my dummy account and saw that her another account was deactivated too.
I messaged her, not making myself hope that she will still response.
Gillian, you're not making me cry.
I frustratedly brush up my hair. Hindi ko tuloy bigla alam ang gagawin ko. With her being like this, I can't be stable too.
It was still dark outside since it's just five in the morning, but I don't give a fuck. I needed to see her. To calm her nerves and to stop her intrusive thoughts.
Her coping mechanism is vigorously different than anyone I've ever known. Gillian or what everyone known as Louise is peculiar in her own. And I can't tell that's what pulled me to her.
"Gillian, please. . ." I sighed.
I drove alone in the humidity of September and silently chant things I'd say if I see her.
When I spotted her house, I stopped and prayed to God to let her be with me now.
Nang makalapit ako ay kita ko ang bukas na mga ilaw at mga anino ng mga tao, that I think is her family.
I swallowed my guts and slowly come at their door to knock. Only to be greeted with a scream. I heard a lot of panicked voices, I can't help but to panic too. Baka mamaya tungkol kay Gil ang sigawan.
Sighed and had the second time courage to knock again and this time, thankfully someone opened.
I saw her younger sister with a pale complexion like her. Her somber face welcome me. Nakita ko pang naka-pajama siya at mukhang bagong gising.
"Where's Gillian?" I asked forthrightly.
She gaze down and blink a couple of times before looking up again.
"Wala n-na si Ate," she swallowed and eventually got her watery eyes at me.
I can't help but to be an immobile asshole.
I won't believe this.
Gillian, what happened?
THE END
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Mopey Adolescents
Dla nastolatków| epistolary : downcast duet, #1 Gillian vents through her dummy account. With all the life that she have, she can't deal with it in real life. Kaya naisipan niyang i-post ang rants niya just so someone could read out there and let her know someone...
